An Art I Would Always Wonder

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The phone buzzed in my side pocket, it was a message from Mrs Lee which said;
"I hope you are doing good dear. I just want to let you know that I'm back in the town. See you soon"

"Who's it?" Lili asked and I told her that I received the message from Mrs Lee and that she finally returned. She had a different reaction with a big "NO" leaving her mouth

"So that means your ticket to Kim Taehyung's house has expired" she said

"To be honest lili I feel sad but it's kind of relief that I can finally return back to my place and just do whatever I want like I will prolly go and cry today so that's good" I replied

"You better not cry alone!" She added then we both stepped out of the bathroom and walked back to class putting on some makeup being like how we used to be.

The classes were over and before he could reach home, I literally ran to his house, grabbed my stuffs and bid a goodbye to his Nan and Jennie. I didn't spent a lot of times with them but still within those short times I got to know them, I think they were some of the best people's I came across. After I move on with my life, I bet I'm gonna miss them the most.....obviously after him.

So I was back to my home......I took a deep breathe once I entered the main door. Gosh I missed it so much.
"Mrs Lee, I'm back!!" I called out loud and she replied me back with her loud clear voice. With an apron tied around her waist, she peeked from the kitchen to the main door where I stood then I suddenly ran up to her and ended up giving her a tight hug.

"Aw! Did you miss me kid?" She said with her soft voice
"Of course Mrs Lee! I missed you so much, did you enjoy your time?" I asked her not letting her go off my arms

"Of course I did. What about you?" She said and I nod

Things were slowly returning back to places how it used to be. I was in my bed scrolling through my phone looking at people's feed on social sites then I came across this one account which looked familiar. As I looked into the account, this photo blew my mind. It was of Taehyung and Irene sitting together in the class posted not so long ago. I scrolled down to see more pictures and I found another picture of them and this time hugging. I was stunned completely, my heart raced crazily like those bullet trains that runs 200 miles per hour. I scrolled more and more and I saw his pictures with people that I have never seen in my life. He looked like a celebrity, in fact he was like a celebrity getting tons and tons of comment and likes even though it was not his personal account.

I started going through the comment sections and people started praising them for how good they looked together which broke me even more. Some would praise him and curse at him for being so hot while some would envy Irene for being so lucky. He was literally worshipped in every social sites just like how lili said but I didn't knew they would take it this far. I looked at their pictures for more than an hour and started questioning myself and every moments that we shared. Did any of those moment meant anything to him? Or was I just like every other people he spent time with that he could forget easily? Am I the only one thinking about it so much? Thinking about everything in my life that involved him made me question my stupidity. I was so stupid to love him and to even think for a sec that he might have the same feelings for me because of how he acted with me. I was broken before I could tell him how I feel for him

Next day, I woke up bit late and arrived later than usual in class. To my surprise, I found Irene and Taehyung already sitting in the same place as yesterday busy sorting out the problems in the book while there was no body around cuz it was still too early. I silently walked back after seeing them together, I backed few steps away then like a coward, I ran upstairs.

This is not how I wanted to start my day and here I go again, loosing control. I have to prepare the budget forms and papers ready for the upcoming events and submit it this evening but I can't even step inside the room. God please help me!!

After a while I somehow managed to make my way to the class as soon as everyone entered. Then I kept myself busy with one or the other things that was left to do as a class president. Sometimes, I would make myself bit obvious trying hard to ignore him cuz he would speak out loud gathering everyone's attention or crack silly jokes to make everyone laugh but me.

Suddenly, I would hear a thump of shoes coming towards me. Towards the front desk of the teacher where I was sitting with the papers scattered all around but still I didn't bother to look at whoever the person next to me was till there was a silence in the air. The noise became faint and faint every second till it became completely silent which made me lift my head out of curiosity

There he was, Kim Taehyung......he stared at me for few seconds carrying a blank expression on his face. I looked around and everyone was staring at us trying to figure out what the hell was going on. His stare was enough to kill me so I was already dead and left dumbstruck. Why is he doing this to me God?

"You left this behind" he handed me a cotton bag on my hand which had a tee shirt inside it and the from it's look, I was confirmed it was mine. I was in such a rush yesterday that I forgot to literally put everything from every corner. God...this is so awkward

"What is it?" One guy from the back asked and everyone else got curious.
"Should I say them?" He whispered while looking straight at my eyes. Why's he doing this to me?
"Could you?" I replied back knowing he wouldn't prolly do it. He smirked at me before he responded to me
"Are you playing games with me?" He whispered again rolling his eyes, making the whole class eager. Seriously? Did he just say that? Out of all people, he's the one talking about games now? This guy right here will be the reason I'm gonna end up being insane.

"I wish I could" I said to which he clenched his jaw, tightening his face muscle making him look intimidating than before. The more he stayed silent looking at me, the more boys asked him at the back about what I had in those bags

"It's her fuckin tee shirt damn it!" My jaw literally dropped with his irresponsive, loud and clear response to the entire class. He proceeds to walk out of the class carrying a rage on his face making us entirely speechless.  I didn't knew this was coming, I never thought he would pull out such act like how am I supposed to carry on when everyone has their eyes on me. I never felt this weak in front of everyone, I had this huge pressure blocking every sense in my body like I couldn't continue with the papers ahead of me nor walk out of the class like he did so easily after putting me in such situation

My focus was on Irene who was now looking at me sitting at the front row with a stiff face, crossing her arms and her legs. Hell naw!! She looked at me as if I'm some kind of punching bag that she would stood up any second to hit me right on the face.