An Art I Would Always Wonder

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There was a stiff competition between both of the classes, lili was enjoying and screaming and sometimes I was embarrassed by how she behaved wildly when the senior guys scored more. The match came to an end when everyone started cheering hella loud. However, I was somehow lost...lost to live in presence as I had war going inside my brain.

I didn't even knew who won the match until I saw lili totally jumping and dancing in the seat along with every other students from our class. Everyone stood up and enjoyed the victory of our class boys but I remained seated and not long had passed by when someone reached and sat beside me.

I turned my head and it was Jennie Kim, our senior. Now we both were the only ones sitting in that huge court while the crowds were still cheering and howling.

"It isn't easy, is it?" She said and I wasn't sure if she was even talking to me but looking at the situation, I was the only one who was not focusing neither of the boys or the ball

"If you're talking about me then it has never been easy" I replied looking straight at the basketball court

"If you don't mind then can I ask you something?" She continued

"Are you currently dating anyone?" She said and I paused for a sec

HUH??? What in the world is she cooking in her mind! I don't think I could make this conversation hold for long and anyway why is she asking me this in the first place when we don't even know each other or belong to the same class!

"Uh.....Why do you ask?" I questioned back and she was totally chill

"Nothing, you just looked interesting to me" she responded with a cute sassy smile and I was even more confused

The match was over and so did the class. Lili and I parted our ways after class. As I walked along the same road, the flashback of him just sitting along the bridge rushed in my head. I didn't wanted to see him anymore, at least not today.

I turned back and walked opposite instead of walking home. It was not yet dawn so I headed towards the city and I kept walking and walking with a earphones tucked in until I saw Mr. Park cleaning his cafe.

I went inside the cafe and Mr.Park looked totally fine like he was before

"Wow! Look who's finally here!!" Mr. Park exclaimed while his eyes was fully surprised and a huge smile appeared on his face after seeing me

I smiled at his kind gesture while sitting in-front of the front desk. He had tons of dockets scattered in the counter.

"What were you doing Mr.Park?" I asked

"I was just looking through these dockets and summing up the total amounts from today's sale dear" he continued

"But did you got lost or something kid? I missed your presence but mostly the cinnamon rolls missed you a lot more than me" he said and I chuckled a bit.

"Okay, so can you please tell the cinnamon roll to roll infront of me because I missed it too" I said and within a second, he baked one ASAP

"Are you having a bad day or what kid?" He questioned while furrowing his brows

"Is it that obvious Mr.Park?" I asked and left a huge sigh

"What happened dear? Did someone bully you? Or did you forgot you homework?" He asked and the probability of those happening to me would be totally zero.

" Not like that Mr.Park" I said while having a bite of cinnamon roll

"Let me guess! Did some guy proposed you again?"  He questioned

I laughed and after some sec his eyes brightened up and his face lit again

"Or you got rejected by someone?" He said and my face frowned a little in that very second

Was I rejected?? That questioned slapped me hard! I wouldn't say that I got rejected but indirectly.....maybe I was.

"Wait! Did I guess correctly? Kid, did you really got rejected?"

"Maybe Mr.Park. It's funny isn't it?" I asked

"Oh kid! Don't be sad, there're other best guys whom you deserve! So don't stuck up on one guy for the rest of your life, enjoy and just take it easy" Mr.Park replied

Take it easy? How could I...when I am so embarrassed and messed up! My inner self was conversing with me along with Mr.Park who was now telling all kinds of stuffs to make me forget shits.

"Tzuyu! Can you tell me one thing?" Mr.Park asked and I nodded

"Was he handsome?"

Of course YES!! He was one hell of a fucking fine guy but with that attitude, I just can't resist and be like rest of the girls! I don't even know what made me kiss that asshole! Now when I even think of it, things just starts creeping under my skin and irritates me as hell.

"Not really handsome Mr.Park!" I replied and he answered okay then I'll see

What does he mean? He won't plan anything, will he?

Anyways it was getting darker and darker so I bid Mr.Park and went straight to home.

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