An Art I Would Always Wonder

15

After class, as always I saw Kim Taehyung sit on the edge of the bridge watching over the sunset which was about to set. I looked at him while he looked at those beautifully blended colours of the sky which was turned into a peachy one. He turned at me and silently patted his hand on his side giving me a sign to come and sit behind him. I have no idea why he did that but I didn't wanted to reject it either so I simply walked over that wooden bridge and sat beside him.

"I have known hundreds of people fall in love and regret, I have seen people who would talk about staying forever but run as soon as there's a small misunderstanding, I have heard hundreds of promises that was just for the sake of name and not the meaning it holds..........do you still think I would trust people and be warm with others?.......to me, I don't think so and I do not believe that I'll ever be the same girl who once always had that gentle smile on her face whenever she met people" I said it! I expressed my feelings to that man about whom I didn't knew anything except his name. I said everything that I had possibly hidden over all these years.

While I turned at him, he looked at me with those lustful eyes of his beneath those gently tousled hair, "you still have it, the small girl who was warm hearted and once smiled flawlessly" he said, slowly the distance between us got closer than before and I could feel his warm hands slowly placed above my cold one. The air around us had a fragnance that was warm and enchanting, those gleaming eyes of his looked straight at mine as if it was watching my soul. My heart started beating louder than ever as I could literally hear it and the chemicals inside my body started reacting differently as if it was trying to warn me but I....I didn't face away instead I moved an inch closer and----kissed him. My lips gently touched his and the chills striked inside me leaving goosebumps all over my body.

Why does he make me feel as if he knows me better than anyone when we barely know each other. Why do I feel like the inner me was trying to tell me to trust those words for once........and him? I slowly opened my eyes and the sky had changed it's colour, and then it was that moment when reality slapped me! I pulled myself away from him and stood striaght, he was probably shocked too and said nothing. I catched my bag, inhaled deeply and said "forget everything that happened". I left in that very second walking fastly as I ever could. I ran back to home and staright up went to my room upstairs without calling Mrs. Lee. I threw my bag on the couch and viewed myself in the mirror, my face was freaking pink and lefted it's real colour.

"What have you done you idiot!!!" I exclaimed myself looking in the mirror trying to proceed everything that had happened.

"Didn't you hated that guy? What the hell happened? H-how could you even- OMG this is wrong! So damn wrong!" I started hitting myself with the pillow until I notice Mrs. Lee standing and watching infront of the door with her mouth wide open.

I stopped and looked at the mirror. The girl I saw on the mirror was not me at all but looked like some other crazy person who never brushed her hair for ages and her socks tossed up and down, my bow tie was no more on it's place instead it was hanging on my back. I really wanted to scream hard so hard and slap myself but Mrs. Lee again was looking with her eyes wide open as if she saw a ghost. She probably have never seen me like this, no wonder she's looking like that speechless.