Reborn; Celestial

Chapter 14

"Hey, Deva?"

"Hmm? Is something the matter Bardo?"

"What do you remember about....dying?"

"....What brought this up?"

"Deva, I mean this in the nicest way possible but your memories....aren't all that clear. We all know that you can't remember anything exactly along with your autism......I don't know how to say it politely."

"...I-I understand what your trying to say. My mind....isn't all that clear but I do know I was stabbed by someone I saw dear as a friend. Then sirens in the distance."

"....D-Deva... you were stabbed by your sister."

"W-Wha-B-B-But that's not true!!!! I remember that I was stabbed by a friend!!!!"

"That was a year before your actual death, Deva."

"I-I-I, t-this doesn't make any s-sense. I p-perfectly remember that but n-nothing else. All I remember is darkness and then seeing all of this!!!! I r-remember my sister but.....something is up. I know I had a family before all of this but.....I don't remember their names or their faces. D-Did I have a sister?"

"D-Deva? Hold on!!! Something messed with your mind!!!! The sister I knew and held dear remembered the faces and names of their family and held them, dear, to their very soul!!! Deva, someone messed with your memories!!!!!"

"H-Hold on!!!! Don't reincarnations move on after a certain point in time? T-This isn't typical I know but messing with my memories? What would be the point?"

"Deva, you loved your family so dear that I wouldn't be surprised if you killed anyone in a high position if they messed with them. You held kindness for a whole country but your cruelty was just as big. And, what do you remember of who you got most in those 'Who are you as a Sans AU's' thing?"

"....."

"....You don't remember, do you?"

"....No, I don't. Nothing comes to mind, Bardo."

"Ink. In almost all of them, you somehow got Ink with some being Nightmare or Error."

"....Ink? He is soulless in Canon along with not caring for those around him unless they held his interest. He protected AU's but only for his profit and his interest. If the Undertale Fandom were to ever truly be abandoned, he will fade and disappear without ever truly getting his own freedom. We were his lifeline and life, the Creators and Authors."

"And what do you both hold common?"

"....I loved drawing, I loved the very creation that seeps into the AU's. I protected what I held dear but my emotions were muted on some points or I never understood what to feel. I-I remember when I saw a dead bird I wasn't distraught. I was curious but then I felt bad after understanding some concept of death. Ink never understood what to feel as he held no soul to call his own. I-I can sorta understand his knowledge on that. But, I'm not him as Error also has connections to me in some ways."

"Hmm?"

"Even though Error was a manbaby and hypocrite, he kept his promises to a point. He held no trust in anyone, as nobody saved him from the fate of his origin. He turned insane from the imprisonment of which he forgot everything. He didn't understand anything. Even though he was the Destroyer, something hurt in my chest when I saw his actions, as I saw my own actions in it. We both held anger issues, we loved staring at the cosmos, we loved drama shows, though I don't like admitting that, eating chocolate at any chance, love being alone, and we hate being touched."