Nosh?

-Chapter 15 Zayn?-

~Josh's POV~
An hour later and I was completely full. I was sitting at the table the piles of plates just growing as I watched my boyfriend emptying plate after plate. God I swear he ate like an elephant. My mouth just dropped as I sat there because I couldn't really say anything. He looked at me and said "what?" I had no words to say so I just said "I..Uh...wow I'm just amazed" he chuckled and
Ate one more bite. "I think I'm done.....for now. Not full but done"
"Oh my god Niall that was so much food how are you not full?"
He shrugged and got up. "What's next?"
I laughed a little and said "we'll I have to get to practice. Go back to the house with the boys?"
"Yeah sure Josh I want a shower."
"Alright" we got back in the car and I drove back to the flat.

~Zayns POV~
I was sitting on the couch thinking of that little blond kid again. I just can't seem to stop thinking about him. It's so annoying because he has no clue and he's with Josh. I'm pretty sure I've liked him since before he even met Josh and all of a sudden the twat shows up and takes Niall from me. I don't like Josh and I think Niall would be better off with me but of course I never told him and now it's biting me in the ass. I heard a car door and looked just to be disappointed to see Josh with Niall. I sighed and tried to turn my attention to the tv but as soon as they walked in I could smell Nialls scent and I almost had a heart attack. I looked at them briefly as they were both smiling and acting all happy, until Niall caught my glance and stopped dead in his tracks. "Zayn...." He said.
I looked down and said "Niall..." His facial expression changed and he suddenly looked sad but before Josh could notice he changed back to a fake smile that only I could tell was fake. Josh said "alright babe I have to go practice ill be back tonight make dinner for me?" Niall looked at him saying "oh yeah sure." Then Josh pecked Nialls lips and walked back out.I didn't realize it but I was starring with a disgusted look on my face. He looked and said "what?" I looked away embarrassed because he caught me starring and for some reason I got a boner when he looked at me. "I..I um I'm sorry....." I covered my dick with a pillow as he walked over. Shit it's growing. Nervously I smiled at him not wanting him to get any closer. Why does he do this to me? I'm not gay. He sat down next to me on the couch and looked at me suspiciously. "What's wrong with ya?" He said. I shrugged and looked away when all of a sudden he threw the pillow off exposing my hard on and he was straddling my lap. "Are you sure there's nothing wrong Zayn?" He said knowing full well what he was doing to me. "I...I...c-can you please get off? Y-you have a boyfriend." I said not looking at him. "Who Josh?" He said. I nodded and he chuckled. "He's not here" with that he kissed me. "Mmmm Niall" I said kissing back. Just then I felt a sharp pain in my rib cage so I looked over only to realize I was just imagining that with him. He was still sitting beside me and the pillow was still in my lap. "Shit...." I mumbled.
He gave me a weirded out look and said "are ya alright mate? You said my name weirdly" I looked at him. "Yeah I'm fine thanks." I growled kind of meanly. He got up after frowning at me and went to his room. Fuck I can't believe I'm to chicken to tell him. I sighed and got up. Maybe later... But then I punched myself in the face for saying that to myself because I regretted it before why is it any different? So I walked up to his room standing outside the door trying to get the nerve up to actually say it this time. With one last sigh I turned the knob and slowly walked in. Here goes nothing.