Nosh?

-Chapter 2 In The woods -

That night in bed I cou not sleep. I replayed the moment of kissing Josh over and over in my head. Why was I feeling like this? I haven't been gay for four and a half years. I dated a girl and we were pretty close but she dumped me when she found out I use to be gay. Honestly that was a pretty pathetic excuse to break up with me but at the same time I am glad she did. I would have just found out the hard way she was a bitch. All night I laid there not being able to sleep. Finally I moved in my bunk and hung over the edge to look down at Josh. He was sleeping peacefully and he was so beautiful. I had a huge grin on my face when he suddenly started moving around and mumbling in his sleep. He said "Niall your so hot when you swim." I blushed so much. Wow even in his sleep he was totally adorable and I couldn't handle myself. I got a little "excited" and almost fell out of the bed. "Fuck!!!" I whisper/yelled. I laid back down and tried to calm myself down. Breathe Niall breathe. I was concentrating on my breathing when I fell asleep without even realising it.

-The next morning-

"Niall mate wake up" Josh's beautiful voice was awakening me but I was to tired to move, so I just groaned. "Joshie I don't wanna!!!!"

"ok Ni I'll just have to get the water then." I could literally feel his smirk bore into the back of my head. "alright alright Josh I'll het up." I turned to face him and our faces were only inches apart. "Good morning babe." he whispered because other people were around. I blushed and said "morning." looking into his eyes at this point in time I just wanted to kiss him so hard but I knew I really couldn't.

I looked straight at him and whispered "Are you trying to seduce me Josh?" in all seriousness I really wanted him to say yes but wasn't holding my breath. Josh looked back at me "Niall I have something to tell you....but not here and not now." he looked around at the other boys who were getting ready for the day. "ok Josh..." I sat up and stretched. "I am gonna get ready see you soon?" he smiled. "Of course Ni." he then kissed my forehead and headed out of the cabin. I got up quickly and got ready not wanting to keep my Joshie waiting.

-After breakfast-

"Niall let's go for a walk." Josh said. "But Josh we are suppose to be going swimming." I said sternly. I hated swimming because I was self conscious of my body and I was so White everyone always teased me about it. The real reason I wanted to go "swimming" was to see Josh in his swim trunks. "Ni come on. It will be worth it." he added smirking.

What does he have up his hot little sleeve?

"Ok fine but we have to sneak away quickly."

We snuck past the leaders and ran into the woods. As soon as we were safe Josh started talking. "so...uh...I have a little secret...." he tried to not look at me while speaking, but I was intently listening and watching him. "spit it out Josh"

"ok ummmm.... I kinda sorta like you..." I smiled. "I know Josh we are best frie...." he stopped me in my tracks. "Not as a friend Niall... As m-more than a f-friend...." I remained still. Oh my god he meant he liked me as in he was gay!!! I smiled at him and said. "Awwww Joshie that's cute, just like you." I pinched his blushing cheek and he smiled big. "This will be fun Niall." with that he pulled me into him and kissed me. I kissed back and put my hands on his hips. The kiss felt so nice and I didn't want it to end. He licked my bottom lip and I felt like I was flying. I opened my mouth for him and he slipped his tongue in. Making out with Josh was one of the most amazing feelings I have had in a long time.

I pulled away gasping for air. "Wow Josh that was great." he smirked at me and ran a hand up my shirt touching my chest. "I want so much more with you Niall" I swallowed hard. Did he just....? "Josh not yet it's to soon." I said a bit shaky. "ok babe I will wait as long as you need." he smiled and pecked my lips. I wanted to jump him so bad but I knew I better not rush things or it could end up bad.