Nosh?

-Chapter 3 Story of the past-

-Chapter 3 for Nosh-

I was walking back to the Cabins with Josh in tow. I'm pretty sure he was checking out my butt and it made me laugh. He's cute when he's trying to pretend like he's not checking me out.

Once we got back one of our counselors called my name. How did he know my name? Oddly he looked familiar but i didn't know from where. I walked over to him and thought oh shit Im in trouble.  I watched Josh go inside the cabin, and as soon as the guy started talking to me i knew why he looked familiar. I heard nothing as i blushed while he talked. He was my ex and i could not concentrate on his words. Once the counselor finally stopped yelling at me I walked into the cabin to find it was empty except for Josh. He was sitting on his bed and as soon as I walked in He smiled brightly. "hey babe. What was that about?" I looked at him. "it was nothing just talking to me about something." I averted his gaze and looked down at my feet. "Ni you ok?" he said standing up and walking over to me. "Yeah just fine..." I said still not looking at him. "Niall something is wrong you haven't looked at me since you got in her." I looked at him.

"Can we just go do the next activity we are suppose to be doing?" he looked into my eyes. "I guess so...." he took my hand and smiled. "hey whatever it is I'm here, and don't worry it will be ok."he rubbed my cheek with his thumb. I smiled and leaned in to kiss him. He smirked and bit his lip. Damn that was so sexy. My lips met his and we kissed for the third time but this time we both wanted it and it was amazing. We both jumped when we heard a cough at the door of the cabin. We jumped apart so fast I hit my head on the bunk bed. "Ow fuck!" I gasped rubbing the sore spot.

"Niall, Josh what are you doing? You need to be down at the camp fire with the others."  Josh could tell I was to nervous to talk so he talked for me. "Yeah we were just headed there. Come on Niall." he pulled my hand and we left the cabin. Every time I see or hear camp counsellor Derricks voice I shut right down as he brings back the bad memories.

We got  to the fire and sat down close together. Josh knew something was up buy he wasn't about to ask.

-FLASH BACK-

"Oh Niall your so perfect." my boyfriend Derrick said to me as we sat cuddled on the porch looking at the stars. "Thanks Derrbear" I said back to him. He smiled and kisses my cheek. He was so nice to me, I almost thought I loved him. Five months we were together but one night he went crazy.

"NIALL YOU NEED TO GET YOUR ASS IN THE BEDROOM NOW!!!" he yelled at me. He was trying to force me to have sex with him and I wasn't ready. He was majorly drunk and I really wanted to get away. "your...your drunk Derrick."he kept coming closer to me and I kept backing up when finally he backed me right up against the wall and started kissing my neck and rubbing his hands up and down my body. He was so drunk he didn't even know what he was doing. I began to shake "D-Derrick..p-please stop." he didn't listen and kept going. I was so scared he was going to rape me I punched him in the jaw and ran out. I had never heard or seen him again until camp.

-back at the camp fire-

"Ni. U ok?" Josh whispered putting his hand on my thigh. Oh god he's trying to kill me with the feels. "I-I'm fine J-Josh." I stuttered looking down at his hand. Oh great Niall you sound like an idiot. "Ni are you sure? You look like you have seen a ghost or something." he said moving his hand up a little higher. At that gesture I got up and ran away from Josh. I ran back to the cabin and climbed into my bunk and cried. I cried for I don't know how long when I heard a creak at the door. Oh please don't be Derrick, Please don't be Derrick I pleaded in my head. I slowly rolled over to see who was there. It was Derrick...and we were alone. Fuck my life!