Fake Love

Nanon

       I don't want to think about it but i still not able to stop myself thinking about it, well i can able to manage to run my life daily basis it was simply i had job which gives me money but it not what i looking for i want more money to Even do something better for myself.

        But i just completed one degree which i got low score i was not a top student. It's just i pass every exam so it's not that but right, well it's really not that bad for sure but why many companies not understand my Score is not gonna do a job i was the one who gonna do a job, right well was it's my wrong i remember everything in my mind i was even help others in there study's but it just every time i gone to write exam i get nevous and my mind went blank than all i do was write something just atleast pass in exams.

          We'll past is past it was all wrong if i try little harder i would have get more score which all companies needs than i would have get a job which would gives me more money.

      
       For some good reason my friend chimon start his own business how talented he was i really loved how hard he works for start his own business without help of his family, Chimon came from family which was well settled he doesn't even have to do work or do business that how life was right.

           I want money without do anything, but he want to make his own money by working hard and create his own brand.

           I currently work with Chimon i got good post and he gives me salary which I can able to run my life but i was already twenty four years old who don't have plan for future, i was always thought i was good with whatever i have i should be happy, but i never able feel free to feel the peace in my life.

       Iam a Omega which was not that bad but sometimes I really hate how socity think about a perfect Omega, if a Omega voice out it was but if a Omega gone night alone it was wrong if a Omega was not from rich family it was such a pity if a Omega not married before at the age of twenty five it was hell wrong if a Omega got abuse even in public there is nothing wrong with it but if Omega do something to protect his/her safe it's a wrong, it how socity create but still i was happy cause i was not born where Omega was treated nothing but slaves and birth Machine.

       I really hate to live in this society but i still have to live here.

       That's how life goes, My life

  In my teen year i always imagined about a prince who makes my love life colourful.

       But after had my first heart broken i know it's was just a dream always it' would be a dream which never gonna happen in reality.

        I had many eyes on me i know one thing i had looks which makes others want to have it or feel it.

         Every time when i search for love all i get was lust eyes which looks at me hands that touches me when i don't want it words which hurts me.

         We'll i was also a person who had feeling if my body all they want, well  two can play right, i make them have it but not fully i want money they want me.

         I make my own ways to get what i want.

      Maybe i give them what they want or maybe i don't give it.

         My life is simple But it's not simple.

      I do job which i gonna give me good image of Omega who was hard worker.

      But i do things to get what i want that i do in my own way.

          If they think they can hurt me anytime but poor then don't know it's me who play a game with them.