Fake Love

Value

    Mon you know that it's not my wrong in it.

    Non it's your fourth break up in just one month, I got it you want some comfort in your life but the partners you choose to date are not good ones.

      Mon look first of all I know that I was not good at finding good dating partner, it's not my wrong all they want was some fun and enjoy there free time with me then live me just like that and I not gonna be sad for that person who don't know my value.

     Non that why I am telling you to stop finding this dating partner in night club it not right place just live your life for yourself.

       Mon like you said I do want to live for myself but if they keep coming towards me and give my all attention make me feel special, I know that it's not good way to finding attention but I was good how it's going Mon they not want series relationship with me Iam fine with it after all it's not hurts me anymore.

         Non I was just worry about you as your friend I saw how broken your after your break up with him I saw it all this years you still loving him.

        What is Love ohh yeah I was in love once as you said but it was past Mon I get it you was worried about my future it's happy to know I was lucky to have a friend like you Mon but don't worry and  it's not like I gonna play for long Mon.

       You can't just resign this job Non I get it you want to help your ma flower shop I was fine with it you can just came here whenever you free, I just don't want you to live in past Non just try to move on to present Non where you find your happiness.

      I don't know about this happiness anymore Mon I do believed in past about how king who save his queen and they live happily ever after but I already know it's a lie Mon happiness in my life? I don't know anymore Mon my ma was only person who me some hope but now look.she also lied to me for god sake the doctor just said my ma gonna live for three months Mon do you think I can still gonna find my happiness.

        Non I know you had hard life but believe there always bright side waiting for you my friend.

       Light in my life don't joke Mon. For know all I can do was spend time with my ma than take care of her flower shop as much I can till i feel not able to take anymore I live here move on another country and I not gonna die so not scare of it Mon.

   Non I just missed the one you always put smile always bright the place with your light jokes but I know it hard but be kind to yourself Non you deserve it my friend.

      I don't know my real self anymore Mon.

         All of sudden I was hearing a sound.

    I opened my eyes breathing heavily.

    Did i get nightmare.

But why it's feel so real...

Author Note:

     It's sad update but soon some good ones come soon.