Fake Love

Ohm

    I Opened my eyes saw outside of my car i was hearing my favourite play list song, i saw infront driver was driving it in ten minutes i will reach home, I take a deep breath again i start to watch outside all i saw all people traveling same has me some may going home me or they may go to work.

          I really miss my childhood i miss how carefree Iam when i was small but know how i overthinking everything.

     My Car stops infront of my parents house, i got out from car put a smile face before starts to walk inside ' i saw my brother talking with p'Bright in Opposite i saw my parents being lovely looking eachother' here i being all single
feeling little bit lonely. But happy at same time looking at my family.

           Hi Win Stop your speech i feel sorry for p'Bright if you keep talking he will soon get headache, before i know i get pillow hits on my face.

        Looks like same one trying to be bad it's not suits you my little brother says Win.

     Even though they already together for years there over sweetness for eachother make me little bit jealous.
       
       I pouts than looks my pa i saw dad and pa as they shared a smile, i love how my parents love each other very much it makes me to think will i be happy with my partner has them will we love each other more than anything, will my life feel complete with my life partner....

        Look at my baby being cute Win don't be mean to my baby says pa.

            Pa Stop pampering him, Ohm already live on his own and he was one of the famous business man this days, ohm stop acts like puppy When your Alpha who got all heart' but still not accepted any of them, Ohm was the one being mean pa, my friend's sister trying to have a nice date with him but you know what he said pa, you look so cute and beautiful but your not my type' I got headache after her long talk about it pa already i gonna stop being wingman to my little brother who doesn't know what his ideal type and being picky guy who was living with his dreamy lover.

         Come on stop it Win i don't asked you to be my wingman in first place.

       Your not good at all in it.

               And for your information i will be more happy with my partner.

           Stop boys it's time to eat Ohm go get fresh up and come down says Dad.

         Ok Dad....

       After fresh up i looking myself on mirror i smiled at my reflection.

       You should be happy with what you had in your life Ohm why you feel worried about something which was not yet  happened, i keep asking a same question in past two years i still not able to find why i felt so lost in thought of someone who i don't even Meet will i even able to meet them.

      All i know was i keep had dream about someone who makes me happy even though i know it was dream all i wish to meet the person in my life soon.

          When ever i had nightmare he was like light who change my nightmare to beautiful memories, which i feel both scared and happy in same time.

          I don't know how he looks i always forget his face when i wakes up.

            But when i had him in my dream i feel some peace deep inside.

     I live my own for one year already but still i came in week end to meet my parents and p'Win.

    I had all but still deep down i feel insecure about myself, i trying to be happy in my life and I try to be a happy person.

       As i dress up in my night wear i put a smile on my face and walks to eat dinner with my family.

      While thinking when will a person who loves me.