Fake Love

Missing without knowing

Ohm pov;)

         It's been weeks I last seen Nanon, even though I know where he works I don't want to disturb him I can wait for him little bit more.

          This days was as same as before for me I still do over do work not had good sleep gone had dinner with my family, Had small talk with my friend eat when I feel hungry try to smile when I meet my family I done my best this weeks.

         But I still don't understand one thing why my inner wolf keep repeating a name Which I have no idea about it.

         In my dreams when I felt lonely When I felt colourless all I heard was a name Pran ... pran...Pran... I don't know who was that Pran... I don't even that name before but still I like a name maybe my mate name was Pran I still don't have any idea about my mate but my wolf part already knows my mate name.

     I still scared of my own thoughts of  get rejected by my mate.

          I do have dreams about my mate but in every dream I got rejected by my mate I was pushed away from my mate in some dreams I saw my mate was happy with someone who was not me it's hurts me in every way, I know my mate was a guy cause that's was all I remember while I waked up breathing heavily try to control my Sobs not knowing anything else about my mate.

        I heard about how people talks about me born as an Alpha all I heard was how strong and smart how powerful they're how lucky to born has an pure Alpha which was rare to be as and born as a pure Alpha and had been born in wealthy family how all Envy about me.

          At start I do though I was the most lucky person but as days passed my thoughts change I felt pain while I was in rut I was in pain while I don't find any true friend I felt pain while I heard everyone talks badly about me I was hurt when they use me for there own happiness even though I was happy for happy a good family and nice brother and one good friend I still felt hurt I can't even share my pain with anyone cause I don't have trust on anyone not on my own self.

         That why I want Nanon to be that one person who helps me from this dark.

      I know it's selfish to ask Nanon to have sometime with me.

    But I want to forget about my mate.

     I tried many ways to forget that pain, but I can't able to get my mind from my unknown mate who hurts me in every dream.

     I just don't want it's happen for me in real.

       It's was my last hope to forget my mate but I want Nanon help in it.

         Will he come or he will lives me in this pain ...