Fake Love

Marry me

Ohm POV:(

         I really don't understand my family till now.

        Even though I know they just being thoughtful for my life I feel my stress of it "the same invisible barrier that keeps me from joining them,” as always.

     

       They want me to find a Mate so I can be happy in my life but I only knows that if I Mate his life also be in darkness has mine I know I cannot able to give him or her anything other than sadness, I can't able to accept anyone has my mate cause my past had better control on my present which makes me hard to move on my life.

        It's not that I didn't try to open up but whenever I try to open up My inner self Stops me all he done was intentionally repeating same word that makes my head hurts.

        I'm glad atleast whenever Non was there my inner Alpha was under control.

        He became like puppy whenever he saw Non which was confusing me as always.

       When though I had my One night stand to have a nice f*ck so atleast it makes my mind be Little clear.

           I still have a same dream of the person but still not seen it's face clearly but It affects me more than it's should.

          But one thing I was sure that was if a person can make me under control it was one an only Non who can it be.

     I know I being selfish to think of it but I can't able to have any other better idea than this.

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    I gone early morning that day I can't handle better cause my inner Alpha was terrified of something that he not even ready to share with me.

      I saw my cabin door opens there comes a person who I been thinking of all night Non ....

     Hi Ohm good morning says Non.

      Good morning Non.

      Why so early today Ohm as I checked you don't have any meeting today or do I miss something.

       No Non it not about meeting I just thought about some change so I came early I feel myself feel strange lump on my throat I felt suddenly out of short breath.

      Ohm ...   Oh...Ohm are you alright I heard Non I feel nothing I again felt useless infront of him I don't Want my image damage infront of him I want to be strong infront I try to fellow his breath I fellow myself I get myself put this mask again I slowly look at him.

       I saw nothing other than worry in his eyes .

    Non:Ohm do you want me call doctor to check you.

       It's alright Non it's just I was not had better sleep yesterday that why I felt weak you can take your sit Non I want to talk with you.

      I saw him takes his sit infront of me.

      I take deep breaths before begins to talk.

       Non I want your help can you do it for me.

  Non:. Yes Ohm if I can I do it for you Ohm.

        Can you marry me Non.

    Non:    What???