"Never Forgotten" (Sequal to Unexpected)

Chapter Twenty Two

It was getting really late and Calum was trashed along with the other boys and Becca, after while I slowed down and I wasn't as bad. We where all still in the kitchen trying to play cards against humanity but the guys couldn't even read the cards so we ended that quickly.

Calum's parents where already back at the house so I didn't know if we where staying at Lukes are getting a car back to his house.

We all sat around mostly relaxing all of the guys other friends had left so it was just all of us there, we where sitting outside by the fire now I think Ashton and Becca are passed out on the hammock and Dani was trying to take care of Michael who was trying to jump in the fire with Luke. Ashlee had gone home awhile ago since she had to be somewhere the next day.

I sat in the grass by Calum as he was laying down since he didn't feel good, "Babe you okay?" I ask as I move his hair out of his face so I could see him more and I saw that his eyes where shut. I could tell he was way to drunk because his face was really puffy and he said he couldn't move really. After awhile of waiting for an answer there was nothing, "Babe?" I ask again and shook his side and right then I began to panic he didn't move at all.

"Guys!!! Cal.. he isn't moving!" I says and I was crying and shaking as grab his face crying more as I looked at him, "Calum!" I scream as I cried harder "Cal no please!" I whisper. "Call and ambulance!!" I hear Luke scream as he runs to my side trying to comfort me I felt like my life was turning upside down he couldn't leave me, he can't leave me. I kept repeating in my head as I was shaking in Luke arms as we both cried.

"They are on there way" Dani says as she had Luke move me away from Calum, and she trys to calm me and Luke down. Ashton and Becca where up immediately as they where freaking out, Michael was out front waiting for the ambulance. It was crazy how an event like this could sober up them this quick.

"Jess he is gonna be okay" Dani says as she was crying, "God he has to be okay!" She adds as Luke rubs her back. "Is he breathing?" Luke ask making me cry more and freak out he has to be breathing. I rush to Calum and try to feel for a pulse, all that was there was a faint one, "Baby please, you can't leave me please" I say crying more. I lean down and kiss his lip gently.

I put my head on his chest and held him close as I cried, all I wanted was for his arms to be around me and for him to say everything was alright. But everything wasn't alright. I was pulled from my thoughts when I heard the sirens and was being pulled from Calum. I was screaming and crying out for him as the EMT's started giving him CPR after awhile they had to put him on oxygen. They put him on the bed thing and into the ambulance.

The EMT told Danielle where they were taking him and that his heart rate was really slow and it wasn't good because they could be losing him and that he has to be rushed immediately to the hospital for alcohol poisoning.

I couldn't even stand my legs where weak as I was kneeling on the ground with Luke hold me, I wasn't crying anymore just shaking and panicking. They took Calum away and Danielle went over to tell Ashton, Becca and Michael I started panicking more as Becca dropped to her knees crying hard Ashton held her and cried I could hear him saying words to calm her down. Dani and Michael where hugging and crying hard as I watched freaking out more, "Jess breath, take slow breaths" Luke continues to say I as Dani comes up and tells me what the EMT's said.
I couldn't even speak I didn't want to was it always gonna be like this, was Calum and I ever gonna get a break. "Jess we should go to the hospital now, Michael and Ashton called the parents and they are all on there way to the hospital" Dani say. I just nod as Luke helps me stand and we make our way to the big van, we got in as Dani drove off to the hospital.

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I blankly stared out the window I honestly felt like my body was shutting down, but I had to continually remind myself that I had to be strong for Calum. I kept beating myself up saying it was all my fault if I just made him stop drinking or kept talking to him. Or even not going to the concert and seeing him again and just had us stay separated forever this would of never happened.