Chapter Four

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"Jess what's going on?" Calum ask as he stops me in the hallway and looks down at me.

"Just don't think I did this because of you okay, because I didn't.." I says as I bite my lip. "Jess tell me please?" Calum asked looking at me worried.

"Well you no what happened to me. And I didn't no how to deal with it. When you stopped talking to me I kinda shut down" I say as I look away from him.

"Don't think this was because of you okay" I kept reminding him. "People would ask me all these questions and say rude things to me because of what happened. Becca was the only one there by my side."

"I hated myself and didn't no how to handle things so I turned to self harming. But then things turned worse and I tried to kill myself.." I whisper the last part and look down holding back tears.

"Jess.." Calum says in a whisper as he looks at me. "I'm alright now, it was just a time in my life when I didn't no how to handle thing. Cal I'm sorry please I don't ever want you to think this was your fault okay" I say now looking up at him with tears.

"I'm so sorry Jess. This is my fault I should of never stopped talking to you. You needed me the most and I just dropped out of the picture" Calum says and tears form in his eyes. "Cal believe me this isn't your fault at all. It's mine" I say as I was now crying.

"Jess I promise you, I will never do that to you again" "I don't want you doing that to yourself" Calum says as he grabs my arms.

"Please don't do that to yourself, your so beautiful. And someone as beautiful as you doesnt deserve to have scars like that" Calum says as he lifts my sleeve and see the scars.

I watched as Calum touched every scar and he cried. "I promise" I says looking at him. "I care so much about you Jessica you have no idea" Calum says as he now pulls me into a hug.

I cried and hugged him back, "I'm happy your out of that place, I'm proud of you for staying and graduating" Calum says as he now looked down at me. "Thanks it wasn't that easy" I say and I whipped away my tears.

"Stay with me Jess? Come with us on tour. You and Becca" Calum says and I look up at him shocked. "I can't. You don't want me there" I say.

"I do Jess, so I no your alright okay" Calum says as he places his hand on my cheek. "Okay" I say and look up at him and smile a little.

"Okay" Calum says and smiles kissing the top of my head. "At least your graduated so that's not gonna be a problem" Calum says and he laughs a little.

"Yeah your right" I say and smile. "Thank you Jess, for telling me. I no it must of being so hard" Calum says looking at me.

"I'm happy I did, and I'm happy you understand" I say and smile up at him. "I'll always be here for you, now come on let's go get some icecream" Calum says and laughs.

"That sounds amazing right now" I say and laughs as we walk back to the room. "You two wanna go get some icecream?" Calum ask as Becca and Ashton pull away from kisses eachother. "Uhh. Yeah thats. Um sounds good" Ashton says while blushing and same with Becca.

"I'm gonna go fix my makeup" I say and laugh walking past them and into the bathroom. I look back at my reflection and smile. I fixed my makeup and hair then walk back out to the room.

"Ready?" I ask the smile looking over at Calum. "Yeahs lets go hun" Calum says and smiles taking my hand as we all walk outside.

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