Lonely {Hemmings}

Early STD's And Calum's Got Nice Eyes

Journal Entry 2

There's so much pressure put on the younger generation to have sex and to date.

In high school you'll see your friends getting into relationships and getting out of them in a week, especially in the first years.

They're young and crazy.

Having sex at a young age does not make you 'cool' or 'popular' it just give you a higher chance of getting an STD earlier in life.

I remember Ashton telling me I needed a girlfriend when I was barely in 8th grade.

He said I need to 'get some'.

What the hell does that mean?

I was going to stick my barely developed dick in some hairy 13 year old vag?

No, I was not.

And I didn't.

I thought the guys were so crazy for wanting to have sex so early in life.

At that time in my life I was just beginning to find out I had a thing for guys.

Calum has always been my best friend, and he still is.

I would look at Calum's hairless body and to be honest, I thought it was cute.

I liked his swishy face and his nice eyes.

God, his eyes.

They're the perfect shade of brown.

They weren't too dark to be black and not too light for them to be hazel.

And I could see the pretty hue from a mile away.

It's like, his bright personality shone through his eyes.

I am in love with Calum Hood.

But he is not in love with me.

He is straighter than a board, and I am as straight as a silly straw.

One day I'll tell him I love him though.

One day I may be lucky enough to hold his hand and kiss his marshmallow-like cheek.

Maybe one day he'll love me like I love him.

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i seriously dont think people appreciate brown eyes as much as they should ok wow ugh