Lonely {Hemmings}

Lying And Mind Reading (Lukes thoughts pt3)

{the picture is Luke's writing}

Sometimes I lie.

Sometimes I feel like crap.

Sometimes I get so high that I can't feel myself anymore.

I want to die,

Not because I hate myself but, because of the people around me.

They suck.
I suck.

I'm not coming back.

Sometimes I feel like the people around me can feel what I'm thinking and that puts them in a bad mood.

I feel bad when I put people in a bad mood.

I'm not a bad person.

This is a note that I'm leaving behind.

This is the note that will tell the sacred tale of the villain and the hero.

Now the question is; am I the villain? or am I the hero?

Trick question.

I'm both.

I'm nor pure or evil, I'm just the lonely soul that lingers In between.

And that's okay.

That's okay.

An I high while writing this?

Yes.

And that's okay.

Am I sad?

Yes.

And that's okay.

Am I ok overall?

No.

I'm not okay.

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I'm sorry that I'm not posting actual journal entries and only lukes thoughts they're just easier to write lol.

But yeah the next time I update it will be a journal entry.

(And no Luke isn't gonna kill himself chill)