Lonely {Hemmings}

Awkward Flirting And Bitchy Side Hoes

Journal Entry 8

Kasandra is a bitch.

She's rude, she's annoying, she only talks about her self, and she's horny halve the time we're together.

Or at least I thing she's horny.

Its like her mouth automatically suction-cups to my penis every time I see her.

She does this thing, she starts rubbing my chest, then she sits on my lap facing me and kisses my neck until there's a hickey, then she gets on her knees and just whips out my dick and sucks it.

There's no prepping or anything; she just shoves it in her mouth and gags herself.

Is it supposed to feel gross?

Why does sex seem so weird to me?

I don't know.

Michael says that I need to tell Calum how I feel about him.

I can't fuckíng do that.

He says by dating Kasandra I'll seem less like an outsider.

However, other girls have been looking at me more and giving me flirty eyes.

At least I think they have.

Fan fiction is less of a help than I though it was.

How do you tell if someone is flirting with you?

How does one flirt?

Do I just wink at some girl and her panties will drop?

Is that his life works?

Are we all that easy?

It seems that way.

Anyways, Michael has been cleaning him self up since the first time I saw him.

His hair doesn't seem to fade though.

He's had this nasty cough for the past week. I wonder if he's ok.

Calum's going to this wedding in like, the middle of the country or something.

He doesn't seem too happy about it.

But, D A M N he looks good in a suit.

Wow.

That was weird I'm sorry.

That story I 'started' hasn't been going too well.

I have no inspiration what so ever.

Nothing.

Maybe this one isn't going to be my life-changing-best-selling-novel but, I have hope and I am living for change, my friend.

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