Lonely {Hemmings}

Sad Luke Is Gone And Calum's Still Cute

Journal Entry 5

It's your lucky day, Reader.

Sad Luke has left the building.

He has been given hugs and cuddles from his mother and he is ok.

Just thought I'd let you know.

Today, I went out with Calum to some bar that lets in minors (which is very

illegal).

We talked about his cutting problem.

He has this thing for pain and its weird but he's Calum so I guess its okay.

((It's not okay))

I don't want him to hate me or become annoyed with me so I just try to help him

a little bit, I guess.

How can such a beautiful boy want to have so many scars?

I don't get it.

Calum's a great guy once you get to know him.

He's so. . . . Calum.

And Calum is great.

Calum is pretty.

Calum is so pretty. {A/N literal me ok}

And so nice to me.

He's the only person that's generally nice to me.

He's the only person that I want to be with.

God damn it.

Anyways,

I've thought of a new story I'd like to write.

A blurb has appeared in my brain and I am going to write it down, just for you Reader.

"His morning breath surprised me as he leaned down to my face for a kiss. He whispered a good morning and sat down on the wooden chair clutching his hot coffee. He sipped from the colorful mug and sighed softly, gazing out of the window to his left. His hair was ruffled in all of the right places to where it made it look as if he had styled it that way in the first place. He was handsome in a grungy sort of way. His face held the priorities of a male tumblr model but his body was too skinny and lanky to fit the standards. He was tall for the age of eighteen; standing at the height of 6'2 he towered over my short chubby legs and small torso. He sipped is coffee again. I could tell something was bothering him but, I didn't want ask. I know he would get mad about some little thing and then it would turn into a big argument about nothing. I kept quiet and drank my tea instead. I gazed at him again. His jaw was set tightly and his eyes filled with worry but, the small lopsided grin he wore somehow made me feel like everything was ok. Everything was going to be ok."

Maybe this could be the thing that blooms into a novel.

Maybe I won't abandon this one.

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I dont even know what this chapter is im sorry it was rushed.

I have a new story idea but i've no idea how to write it and i dont have time to write it but its so cute and i feel bad for just abandoning it but here it is.

'Hardcore- Son Of Hades- Michael Clifford falls in love with his dad's worst enemy's, Zeus, daughter.Hades, Zeus and his daughter aint feelin it though, so Michael sneaks out at night and brings her dead crap and pieces of souls bc he doesnt know anthing else to impress her with. He also gets all flustered when she takes after her dad and tries to strike him with lighting to make him go away bc hes so loud annoying and attracts too much attention and tries to try to poke at her boobs.

He also attempts to bring her down into the underworld to see his giant three headed dog, Fluffy, multiple times.'

ITS SO CUTE I LOVE MYTHOLOGY I LOVE GREEKGOD!MICHAEL DONT STEAL IT I'LL PROBABLY GET SOMEWHERE WITH IT.