[A/F] If without me | mingi x yeosang

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Trigger warnings: hospitalizing, anything that triggers you with that then skip please ⚠️

Plot: mingi regrets even rejecting yeosang's feelings for him as he is fighting for his life
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The squeaky wheels rolled over the floor, rushing into the emergency room

The only thing yeosang could feel was pain as he was dazing off trying his best to stay awake. Blood was coming from his head. Feeling like he was dying from losing way too much.

Yeosang's grip on the railing of the bed diminished as the white sheets turned red from the blood that was coming from his leg.

"Yeosang i'm so sorry" wooyoung sobbed as he held yeosang's other hand

"Yeo please stay strong, stay strong for me" mingi said as yeosang's eyes fluttered shut as they arrived at the emergency room where mingi and Wooyoung were held back

"This is all my fault" Tears welled mingi's eyes as he gripped his hair sliding down the wall onto his butt curling up into a ball as he sobbed.

he never expected this to happen and he blamed himself for it, he couldn't think about yeosang passing and not being able to see him again as the only thing he caused him was pain

Wooyoung kneeled next to him and pulled him in a hug

"I'm so sorry wooyoung for hurting your best friend i was just so scared" wooyoung rubbed his back to comfort him

"I forgive you mingi i know how hard it is, the only thing we can hope for is yeosang to make it, let's wait till we know more" wooyoung sat down next to him allowing mingi to break down in his arms

"I feel so stupid, i pushed the love i have for him away, i shouldn't, i shouldn't be scared and i am sorry, sorry for you and yeosang, i'm a loser"

"He is what makes you happy, i'm not deciding for you, you should but just know that yeosang is crazy and deeply in love with you and he loves you even if you just stay friends"

But i don't want to be just friends. Mingi thought pushing his parents aside

"I'm thinking about it, i need some time to process everything" mingi finished as he got up and sat down on a chair, wooyoung sat next to him.

Mingi shouldn't have rejected him, but he was scared. Scared what his parents would think about him, he think they would think of him as an disappointment

Now yeosang was on the edge of dying, mingi could only praise for him to survive.

Mingi thought back about how he rejected him in the school yard before it all happened.

Flashback

"Yeosang i think you should just do it" Yeosang set his gaze to him through the mirror as he put on some perfume

"You're right, i am meeting him after school in the yard, are you going home then or staying with me?"

"I'm fine with staying with you, i will wait for you at the exit" yeosang smiled as he got a message from Mingi telling him to meet him in the cafetaria since it was lunch break

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