Her Helpmate

12. Her moans and my groans

Mature content ahead.

Shaurya POV:

That first abduct of Saira was not for ransom. I apprehended long before that someone is behind her.

Because of this, I even tried to pry about the past of Saira. For some reason, Armaan trusted me a lot,  and because of that, he said everything about Saira to me. I came to know a lot about her on my first day as a bodyguard.

I was attracted to her, especially to her beauty. Her long hair. Her nature. She stayed most of the time to herself. Slowly I found her to be not like her family. Unknowingly I began to feel for her, her loneliness made me understand her more. Soon I ken she is not happy.  And to make her happy, I began to fall for her. And even made her fall for me. I didn't plan it. Cause I know there can never be a match between us. If she is a sky I am earth. If she is a sun I am a moon. We are opposite to each other. Unfortunately, I realized late. When she confessed her feelings to me, I decided to reject them because I didn't want to drag the things between us, I even wanted to quit the job to stay far from her but the mission I stepped into Mehra mansion is yet to accomplish.

This mission was not easy. I am not what I am pretending to be. And I have to try hard to keep myself secure.  And. The only fear Veer had. My safety.

On the other hand, Narens entry into Saira's life was not a thing to digest easily. I kept musing about him and when I found him in front of the agency today, my suspicion grew stronger on him. That's why I texted Veer to keep his eye on him.

A few hours ago...

I: I assume, Naren is a fishy person. Keep your eye on him.

The immediate moment I received a call from Veer. I glanced at Saira before receiving the call. She looked explicitly beautiful in her dress, I smiled at once watching her posing for a photo. My little baby bear.

I accepted the call and shifted a little away from Bhoomi.

"What's going on Shaurya?" Veer's frustrated voice came from another side.

"What happened, now?"

"Shaurya, you had a reason to step inside that house. You have to take out the information about a person, who just..."

"I do remember, Veer,  don't remind me the same!" 

"Fine. Just tell me what did you find out in these three months. Atleast you could have found out why he was working for Mehra's."

"I am trying." I kept replying in simple sentences as I don't want Bhoomi to get any suspicious of me.

"No. You are not. All you want is to find out that white mask man who tried to kill Saira, that abductors, and now Naren. Seriously Shaurya are you realizing what are you doing? You are not her bodyguard Shaurya to take your job so seriously." I am tired of hearing the same from him. I am tired of speaking lies to everyone that I just want to leave everything behind and walk out. 

I looked at Saira for once, But I can't. Her life is in danger. I decide to end Veer's trepidation about me and Saira, I stepped out of the photo shoot area to speak in privacy. I was hiding my feelings for Saira, not only from her but from everyone. I didn't want Saira to know about me before I get success in my mission and I didn't want my friends to doubt my certainty, my confidence. I know and even they how love will make one weak. Though I am trying to stay strong, her questions, her words, and mainly the way she looks at me are making me weak.

"Veer you need to calm down!" I uttered with confidence, once I stepped out.

"How can I, this is dangerous, Shaurya. I don't want you to get exposed. You don't have any idea, what will happen. They might send you behind the bars, also. Finish your work and come back to your real world."