Jungwon was finally able to do what he wanted, which was to go to his dream University. He thought that he could live happily without any more drama, in a new city, with new people and a new life.
Everything would've been perfect if he wouldn't hav...
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"There is one more place that I want us to go to."
So we started driving to the mysterious place which wasn't what I first expected;
"The park?" He smiled at me softly.
"Yeah... I... I always come here when I have something that is bothering me or when I feel sad or stressed. I'm not really sure why, it just makes me forget about my problems and focus on the scenery; the trees, and the lake... You are actually the first one who knows about this. It's not much, I know, it's not someth-" And that's when I kissed him. It was more like a peck just to make him stop. And, guess what, it worked! Obviously *flips hair*
"Thank you and don't say that it's not much. This is an important place to you so it's an important place to me as well, okay? I'm really happy that you brought me here. And... thank you for trusting me so much to bring me to such an important place to you." He was still too stunned about the peck to actually respond back with words so he just nodded continuously. Cute~
He tried to get himself together and said;
"Should we sit down? I've been dragging you around for the past few hours, you must be exhausted." He sat down on the nearest bench and waited for me to also sit down.
"First of all, you weren't dragging me around. I was actually the one dragging you because of how excited I was." He just nodded slowly while he looked down at his hands.
After a few moments of silence, I asked him;
"When was the last time you came here?"
"Five or six days ago." He practically whispered.
"Sorry if this made you uncomfortable, I didn't mean it in a bad way..."
It was my turn to look down, ashamed of how stupid I could be to ask him such a question only after a few minutes after he introduced me to his safe place. Dumb. Stupid.
"Your question wasn't what made me uncomfortable!" He said with a panicked voice after looking at me. "It's because of my parents; my dad called me a few days ago saying how I'm a horrible son for ignoring them for so long and that I could have the company if that's why I was being so bitchy which made me really mad. I tried staying away from them because I knew that I was just bringing them trouble. Plus, the fact that I didn't want to be implicated in the family business anymore. I told him that I wasn't interested and he just showed up out of nowhere after I hung up on him. After having a huge fight over this subject, he said; "Fine, do whatever you want! You will come back crawling after realizing that you are not capable or talented enough to get a job by yourself. You've always been a spoiled brat. I'll send you money every month, just don't get in the way when your brother will take over the company." And then he left. I really needed a break and I just needed to clear my mind. It really helped me being here, listening to the birds, and feeling the cold breeze hit my face. It helped me organize my thoughts and I realized that it was best if I stopped 'bothering' them. It's not like I visited them that much or anything anyway." He finished, taking a deep breath after renting everything to me.
"I'm sure it's for the best. And your father isn't right! You are talented at so many things! Like drawing, playing the guitar, dancing, coding, you're even good at sports! And these are only a few of your talents. You have too many for me to remember all of them." He looked at me, giving me a cute smile.
He had so many traumatic/ bad experiences that now he masks his pain with what I saw at first as well; arrogance, ignorance, etc. which was not even close to the real Jay. He was a misunderstood boy who just needed someone who could understand him and love him. I was happy I was becoming that person for him. The one who would love him and cherish him for who he is and not what he shows to people at first. He was actually such an amazing and talented guy who deserved the world. Always polite to the elders and always taking care of his friends. He was the sweetest and the thought of him suffering so much made me feel like I should protect him.
I just loved him.
But I didn't have the courage to say that out loud yet. It was too fast. I needed the perfect timing.
"We can leave if you want to. It's cold and the last thing I need is you getting sick because of me."
It was indeed a very cold day so we went to Jay's apartment where we drank a big cup of Hot Chocolate which made us feel all warm and cozy inside. We just spent time talking and flirting once in a while. He was what I needed to make me feel happy. He was always the one but I was blind back then. Thankfully, I had another chance to redeem myself and I wasn't going to let it slip away.
He was the perfect guy; kind, protective, loving, talented, brave, and the list could go on and on. He was just like snow. So special. Cold on the outside but the beauty that not many people see is within him. You have to look carefully into it to actually see the beauty that a flake has.
I love snow. And I love Jay Hyung as well.
He was my comfort place, just like the snow.
He was my happiness, just like snow.
It felt like he was the only one I needed. With him, I could go through anything.
He makes me fall for him more and more as the days pass.
