Jungwon was finally able to do what he wanted, which was to go to his dream University. He thought that he could live happily without any more drama, in a new city, with new people and a new life.
Everything would've been perfect if he wouldn't hav...
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*Jungwon's pov*
A few weeks had passed since we told the others about our relationship and everything was going so well. It felt like a dream.
Of course, the voices inside my head didn't really stop but they got quieter. I guess therapy was really helping me.
At first, I thought that I didn't deserve all of this. I didn't deserve love. I was scared... and I still am. But now I know that I'm worth all of this. I deserve to be happy...
Of course, there was still doubt... What if I did something wrong and lost the person I loved the most... I would be heartbroken... I didn't want to hurt Jay Hung because I knew that, if I lost him, I would never forgive myself...
I tried not to tell these things to him, I didn't want him to worry but, at some point, I couldn't hold it in anymore.
Two weeks ago, a told him about my worries and what has been bothering me. He stayed there in silence while I let it all out;
"I'm just so worried that I will hurt you... I don't want to lose you. Hyung, I'm really scared..." I started sobbing which made him immediately pull me into a warm hug.
"Everything is going to be okay. I'm here and I'm not leaving you anytime soon. All of us make mistakes. We are all humans. And that is completely fine. Communication is always the key so, please, if something happens, talk to me and we can solve it together. There is nothing in this world that can make me leave you, I know you would never mean to hurt me intentionally."
"I know but still... What if I-"
"There are no 'but's or 'what if 's. We will obviously fight. Every couple has their moments. That doesn't mean that I'm going to leave you, okay? Plus, getting annoyed with you is pretty hard..." I finally smiled while burying my face in his chest.
"Thank you..."
After that, the voices got quieter. Having my boyfriend always reassuring me that everything will be fine and that he loves me really helped.
"I'm going to Uni, love you."
"Take care, love you too."
We were both pretty busy but we tried to make as much time for ourselves as we could.
At this point, I was practically living in his apartment but the shock I had when he asked me to move in was still there. Most of my things were already there, only some not-so-important things were still in my condo that I used to share with Sunghoon Hyung.
