Jungwon was finally able to do what he wanted, which was to go to his dream University. He thought that he could live happily without any more drama, in a new city, with new people and a new life.
Everything would've been perfect if he wouldn't hav...
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What if I will hurt his feeling? What if I say something stupid and destroy what we have? What if I will get hurt? What if I will just be a waste of time to him...?
"If you are not ready or don't want to, it's completely fine!" he panicked after seeing how worried I got.
"It's not like that! I'm just scared..."
"About what...?" He took my hand in his.
"What if I mess up and hurt both of us? Or make you hate me? Or waste your time-"
"Okay, stop. First of all, it's okay to be scared and worried about how all of this will turn out. I'm scared as well. I'm scared I will end up hurting you, I will never be able to forgive myself. But we will go through this together, no matter what." He squeezed my hand lightly, trying to make me feel better. "And, second of all, there is nothing in this world that you can do to make me hate you. And I mean nothing. And you are certainly not a waste of time. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me, do you understand?" I slowly nodded while going in for a hug which he gladly accepted.
"Thank you for giving me strength and always knowing how to make me feel better, how to calm me down, and how to cheer me up. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me as well. You were like a light in the darkness. I can't imagine being with someone else but you."
"So...?"
We broke the hug and I eventually said;
"Yes, I would love to be your boyfriend." I responded. I couldn't stay in one place, fidgeting nervously, waiting to see what will happen next.
"Jungwon... Can I kiss you?" All my attention was on him, looking up from the ground with rosy cheeks and lost eyes.
It took me a second to process the question and, after another few seconds, I nodded. I couldn't say a word.
The effect he had on me was unreal...
He smiled at me while getting closer and kissing me passionately. I kissed back, pouring all my love and emotions into it. It wasn't a very long kiss but it was certainly longer and more special than the others we shared.
This one was special because it was our first kiss after becoming official.
We giggled at each other and started walking to his apartment.
We went inside and sat down in the living room when Jay said;
"Umm..." I focused on him. "So, I have a question."
