𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 || Namkook

2.Episode

When he looked at Namjoon’s face, tears welled up in his eyes, reflecting both love and dread. The thought that after this act, his husband might resent him was painfully clear, filling him with an overwhelming sorrow.

"I'm sorry, Namjoon, but I have to do this. I can't take the risk,"

Jungkook said in a low, strained tone, his voice cracking under the pressure of his emotions. He sat up, unbuttoning his shirt only to leave it draped carelessly over his shoulder, an unintentional shield against his own vulnerability.

Leaning down, he pressed his lips to Namjoon’s forehead for the first time, searching for any sign of consciousness in that soft touch, feeling the warmth of their connection.

Gingerly, he positioned Namjoon’s hands above his head, massaging them tenderly as if conveying his love through each movement. Since Namjoon’s body was unresponsive, Jungkook gently placed his palm on the back of Namjoon's head, hoping to kiss him properly, craving the warmth of their shared intimacy.

Realizing that Nam was unconscious, a tear slipped from his eye, falling onto Namjoon's face like a promise of hope. In that moment, Namjoon blinked slowly, a flicker of awareness stirring within him, awakening slightly to Jungkook's touch.

Overcoming his doubts and guilt in a rush of fervor, Jungkook kissed him passionately, pouring all of his urgency and love into that moment. His hands explored Namjoon's upper body, desperately trying to convey the depth of his feelings, hoping each caress would bridge the chasm created by fear and vulnerability.

Nam's body trembled in response to the warmth that enveloped him, a comforting heat blooming within his chest. His eyes widened, reflecting a mixture of surprise and anticipation, as Jungkook's soft lips grazed over his with a feather-light touch.

The sensation sent a ripple of electricity through him, igniting nerves he didn’t know were dormant. However, despite the whirlwind of emotions inside him, Namjoon kept his eyes tightly shut, as if afraid to confront the reality of the moment.

Each heartbeat felt amplified, echoing in the silence of the room, and the sweet, tantalizing scent of Jungkook lingered in the air, heightening his awareness of their closeness.

He could feel the rhythmic rise and fall of Jungkook's breath, a soothing melody that seemed to harmonize with his racing thoughts, yet Nam remained fixed in his tranquil state of uncertainty, desperate to savor every fleeting second.

Jungkook noted the thickness of Nam's lashes and for a fleeting moment, he admired them. Then, holding Nam closer, he pressed him against his firm frame, prompting Nam to let out a surprised groan instinctively.

Jungkook smiled, seizing the moment to slip his tongue into Nam's mouth as he opened it. Nam groaned once more and gradually closed his eyes as Jungkook began to grind against him, feeling a surge of embarrassment.

An unfamiliar warmth spread throughout his body—a delightful yet intense sensation that left him fearful. A wave of new feelings overwhelmed him.

He became aware of the firmness of Jungkook's lips, the intoxicating flavor of him, and the unsettling closeness of their tongues brushing together, inviting him to engage.