𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 || Namkook

4.Episode

His mind raced back to those intimate moments—the firmness of Jungkook's lips pressed against his, the tantalizing taste of Nam that lingered on his tongue, and the electric thrill of their tongues dancing together, igniting a fire deep within him.

He was acutely aware of the heat radiating from Nam's body, the musky scent of his skin wrapping around him like a warm embrace. Jungkook could feel every contour of Nam's toned muscles against him, creating an embarrassing tingling sensation that coursed through his entire being.

Abruptly, Nam lifted his head, and Jungkook's eyes widened in disappointment, feeling the pulsing connection slipping away. Nam's dark gaze felt intense, almost as if it could burn through his skin and reveal all his secrets.

"There's no way I can believe you. I know my boundaries, Jungkook." Namjoon's voice held an edge of disbelief, laced with concern.

"Then I need to say it again to prove my point," Jungkook declared, his resolve strengthening despite the churning uncertainties in his mind.

"What do you mean?" Nam questioned, still grappling with the depth of Jungkook's words. His voice was almost primal, torn between disbelief and an aching desire to know the truth.

"I'm... I'm attracted to you, Namjoon. I love you as my partner, as my husband. It's impossible not to fall in love with you. Absolutely impossible." The admission hung heavily in the air, filled with a blend of vulnerability and fervent honesty, as both men stood on the precipice of a new understanding.

"Jungkook, I think you've lost your mind. How can you think like that?"

Namjoon exclaimed, his voice tinged with disbelief and frustration. He attempted to leave the room, but Jungkook's grip on his arm tightened, preventing him from escaping this tense confrontation.

"I can't pinpoint when or how I fell in love with you," Jungkook admitted, his voice trembling with a mix of vulnerability and desperate longing.

"But yes, just touching you like this, being close enough to smell your sweetness, has made me lose control of my emotions. Every moment we spend together feels like it alters the fabric of my reality, and I can't help myself. It’s overwhelming."

Upon hearing Jungkook's heartfelt admission, Namjoon felt a swell of anger and confusion rising within him, unable to comprehend how his best friend could feel such deep emotions.

In a moment of frustration, he pushed Jungkook away with more force than intended. However, Jungkook, surprisingly, didn’t falter; his strength and determination were undeniable.

"Go to hell!" Namjoon shouted, unable to mask his mingled feelings of betrayal and rage. Without waiting for a response, he rushed to his room, slamming the door behind him. But he could still hear Jungkook’s heart-wrenching declaration echoing in his mind as Jungkook called after him fervently.

"I love you, Kim Namjoon! Just like you love Jack, you are my first love as Jack was yours. Do you hear me? I love you!" Jungkook’s voice was thick with emotion, and each word felt like a heavy stone thrown into the depths of Namjoon's already-chaotic thoughts.

Namjoon found himself alone in the bathroom under a scalding warm shower, trying to wash away the emotional turmoil that had suddenly enveloped him.

Typically, he was quick to finish his showers, but today, he lingered for over thirty minutes, lost in his own thoughts and desperate to avoid confronting Jungkook. He allowed the water to cascade over him, hoping it would numb the confusion and anger swirling inside.