Busy, busy Shawn.

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*2 days later, at the hospital*

Its been 2 days since I decided to live so I could be with Shawn, the same day I decided he left, he walked out the door 2 days ago. Didn't say anything, just walked out. Didn't get any calls or texts... Or anything. I honestly thought the murderer found him, I had no idea what to think. I had no idea what to believe anymore. I took Shawn's love for granted, and now I no longer have it. And its terrifying to know Shawn no longer loves me.

But I had no idea what to do with myself. I sat in that hospital room, waiting for that murderer, or Alex. My court date to prosecute Alex was coming up in a year. And I wasn't ready for that. But I had to do it, my story needed to be heard, even if I wanted to die he needed to go to jail, he's sick and he needs help. And I only have to hang on for another year, then I could end it all. Just a year and trial and I was free. Something I never was before, free. Finally, I'm going to be free.

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