Hey guys... it's been a while.
This story is about the boyfriend I had at the time, his name was Carter. Carter is portrayed by Shawn, every good thing Shawn has done in this book reflects my relationship with Carter.
From our first date that he set up a tent and got my favorite candy and food and it rained so we stayed the night in there.
Carter was an amazing boyfriend. The darkness starts when he randomly broke up with me and I spiraled into a depression. Then he ended his life... which completely fucked me up.
If you are struggling do not push people away, and if you think someone is struggling don't walk away like I did. I just wanted to let whoever actually read this part to know this about him.
I miss him every day.
Rest In Peace, Carter. I'll see you again someday.
9/21/2015.
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Mystère / ThrillerHi, I'm Jordan. And I'm dating the vamous, Shawn Mendes. And I travel all the time with all the guys associated with Magcon, and their girlfriends. Some of their girlfriends I like, some of them I don't. So one night the power goes out on our day o...
