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꒰ angst ꒱ childe - heartbreak anniversary.

fem reader ! angst

no good ending, slightly triggering.

02·16·2022

"So you think I'm a joke now, Tartaglia?" you said, staring into his eyes. They were lifeless, and it seems he never even cared about leaving you.

He then giggled, "No no no no, don't think that. I'm just saying I have to leave you behind girlie."

By those words, you scratched the back of your head to calm yourself down. "You don't have to break up with me, love.." you mumbled, holding on tight to him as he did nothing. He just stood right in front of you, smiling as if nothing wrong was happening.

"(Y/n), we're over. And I have to leave." Tartaglia stated, getting you off him. You know deep inside he loves you, and you love him.

Let's just say, you saw him with Lumine.

She was pretty, adorable, kind, strong. Unlike you.

You're just a normal girl with a vision. You can't even defend yourself without Childe.

"Tartaglia, please... Don't leave me like this." you cried out, watching him as he walked out with Lumine.

Her glaring at you sadly, as she knew very well what was happening. You couldn't blame her, she didn't know you were with Childe. It hurt, it hurt you a lot.

Balloons are deflated.

You watch them walk away as you held tight into your chest and sobbed.

Guess they look lifeless like me.

You cried, and cried. Until you felt a numbing pain. You tried catching up, until you see them just slowly drift away into the Golden House. "Childe.." you breath out.

We miss you on your side of the bed.

This surely did big damage to you. You went back to your house and stared at the things he left in. He did say, he'll never come back to you but leave these as memories.

Still got your things here, they stay with me like souvenir.

You laid your head down along with your body on the bed. Crying into the pillows, thinking of a better way to cope aren't ya?

Don't wanna let you out my head.

You thought of him almost the whole day, remembering everything you've done with him. The kisses, the hugs, the cuddling, everything. It was perfectly drawn out like a movie in your head. You remembered every single thing you two have done together, the secrets too. The clingy questions you ask, oh how it hurt so much.

Just like the day that I met you, the day I thought forever.

"Tartaglia!" you said, making him stare at you. "Yes babe?" he then replied while a sly smile. He was charming. "Will you ever leave me?" you asked, making him laugh. "Of course not! I love you (y/n)." he then kissed you, in front of every harbinger. You were his secretary.

Said that you "love" me, but that'll last for never.

That meant, you and only you could see him everyday, and go tailing around him. "A-ajax?" you stuttered, making him look at you with a serious look as you only call him 'Ajax' when something's gone wrong. "Are you dating me just because I'm your secretary? Will you replace me, dear?" you asked, hugging him and looking up at him as you were shorter than him. "I dated you because you're one of a kind (y/n, love. No, never will replace you." he then carried you and spun around, kissing you on the lips right after.

It's cold outside, like when you walked out my life.

You were always with him. You cuddled him, you hugged him. It felt blissful as you guys touched. It was warm, and it felt really nice. "(Y/n), if I were to leave.. Will you still love me?" Tartaglia asked, "Of course. I always will, Ajax." you replied.

Why you walked out my life?

Ajax.. I love you.

These words kept going in your mind as you thought of when you can see the man again, and converse with him. I mean, yes. You work for him. But that doesn't mean you can talk to him like you used to.

I, get like this every time.

You then heard a gentle knock, making you stand up of your bed and go to reach the door, you wiped your tears out, seeing Tartaglia in front of you. Making you upset even more he didn't smile towards you like he used to do. "I'm here to take my other stuff, (y/n). This is goodbye, you can go to Scaramouche instead." he said in a serious tone, making you tear up more. But this time, silently. "A-ajax, I love you.." you said, hugging his right arm making him stop at his tracks, staring down at you in disgust. "Y/N, I don't love you anymore." "But you promised me.."

On these days that feel like you and me...

"(Y/n), you're so naive. I never meant those promises, well never meant it for you at least." Tartaglia growled lowly with a frown, insensitively. "Ajax.." you breathe out, sobbing in front of the man. Him taking the pictures with him and ripping them off, walking out of your door then slamming it. This caused you to cry even harder.

Heartbreak Anniversary.