You act as if you
don't remember
at all,
but maybe all along,
you did remember
and you still do.
I just fell into your act,
again.
You act as if you care,
but do you really care?
Part of me wants to
trust you,
but the rest of me
still remembers
how you broke your
trust to me;
and I don't know
if you know that.
You act if as everything's
alright, but what if,
what if everything's
not alright?
There could be something,
something wrong,
and you might know
and you might not know;
but would it even matter
if you did or did not?
I don't know,
I don't know anymore.
Maybe that feeling
of not knowing
will only last for today,
but what if it lasts forever?
I don't know,
I don't seem to know anymore.
But what if I
took off my mask,
removing parts of
my own skin
when the time comes?
I'm sure you would stop this
if you knew,
but then maybe you wouldn't.
Would you?
I don't know,
I don't think I know you.
I don't know.
I once knew you,
but now I don't know
if I know you now;
but you don't see
my conflict,
you don't see my needs,
you don't see my questions;
you're too busy
wanting to fill your own needs,
you're too busy
to see past the lies
that I've gotten so well at
using and constructing;
you're too busy talking,
trying to change my mind
when all I think is no;
no, no, no.
The answer's no.
I don't know you anymore.
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A/N: I wish whenever I said I don't know, that I could say I don't know like that little boy did. With a smile instead of shame and a sometimes fear that people will get angry at me when I say or if I say, "I don't know."
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Poetry
PoetryJust a book of poetry that I've already written and some poems that I've recently written that I'll share. They're not in order, so warning, haha. Poetry is just where I feel like I can really be me and be real and where I can really talk. ~ ~ ~ Co...