Poetry

all because

these moments pass by,

how time flies.

should i say goodbye?

i thought i could do this,

but i was blind and i missed

seeing it

and now i'm not sure

if i can do this any longer.

now i admit it,

these words are true,

but that's up to you

for you to believe.

how is this,

that you broke my walls

so easily?

that you made come out of my shell? 

your smile, these days

doesn't quite reach your eyes,

but that's okay. 

i still you really smile, anyways.

 you laugh,

yet it doesn't quite fill up the room

like it used too,

but you laugh still. 

it's okay,

i still sometimes hear

bells of joy in your laughter. 

but something's not quite right,

you're tired these days

and your apologizing 

for being distant 

and that's making me worried.

i don't think you know,

how many times i wish 

i could just hug you freely

and comfort you,

but that leaves me afraid 

that you'll leave if i do that.

yet i sometimes still do that. 

i don't think you know,

how much i love you

and how much i would do for you

because i think if you knew,

you would be afraid.

because i'm afraid of this love inside me too,

i'm willing to almost do anything for you

just to get you really smile,

to truly laugh and not be tired.

all because i love you.