A:N Idk Might add smut idk we will see....
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A week break. After a full year not seeing your family, you finally had a chance to go home to your hometown for 5 days. It's the first time you'll be away from your boyfriend Erwin Smith, a post-grad student studying further on History and Literature. You met him on a coffee shop you both get your daily morning coffee needs. He approached you first after 3 weeks of him seeing you almost everyday buying coffee nonchalantly, you stood out in the small crowd, unconsciously drawing him in on how you just didn't care about everything else in the world.
One of the days you both had a non-toxic morning, he introduced himself with confidence thinking you might let him in your little non-eventful world. Of course you did. This man has caught your attention long before you caught his, you just didn't bother giving much thought on any possibility because it felt really impossible to you having him for yourself. But since your first conversation with him, you knew he was the kind of person that does not require constant assurance to be in a relationship with. It'll be fine, you thought to yourself. You don't need much maintenance as well since you focus on getting your degree too.
It's the third day on your trip home and a full day has passed without having any message from Erwin. You were sitting at a family dinner at home and you just took your last bite as you sip a bit of wine that pairs well with the meal you just had. You were having a good time listening to stories and light laughter your family was having but your mind suddenly trails off on reasons why you received not a single text from him. Knowing how busy he was on his papers, you thought to yourself you should be more mature and considerate. He might be a few years your senior but you both had been in good terms for months in your relationship just by having little updates about each other whenever you're not together since for you and Erwin, physical touches and personal conversations weigh more than anything. So why are you feeling uneasy and very eager to know what he's doing? You know he won't text you constantly either if you're just around the campus or miles away. You actually questioned yourself why were you longing if you completely know how distant as a person he is from the start.
Checking the clock it was 9:32. You stared at the black of your phone as it rests on your lap hidden from everyone, hoping it will light up since you figured he might be finally back on his apartment after a long day with his team. Few more sips and your phone buzzed:
9:41 Erwin.You busy?
Finally you let out a silent sigh on your chest. You noted the lack of punctuation and a sentence not properly formed. He never did shortcuts even in an emergency.
You paused for a second not knowing what to reply since you're actually in the middle of something. Before you can grip your phone to reply it lit up again.
9:42 Erwin.I'll call.
You reminded yourself, this is not like him. He does not call at all unless it's very important. For the past days, all you guys did was texted one another and for you, it really was enough. Not a second after, your phone buzzed silently.
Calling: Erwin.
You panicked and stared for a second but considering the way he texted, you slide to answer the call right away. Hiding your phone on your side, you excused your self from the table
"Excuse me, my professor's calling." You thought to yourself what an ugly lie. Why would a professor call at night during a break.
You walked fast to the bathroom and calmly locked the door behind you.
"Hey. What's up?"
"Nothing. I just want to talk."
"Huh- that's new."
You sensed with his tone, he had a lot of stress today. Maybe they had a few bad news with their paper.
"I meant, I just want you to talk."
You noticed he's talking roughly. Like he was running while on the call.
"What do you mean?"
No actual response. You just hear him breathing loudly. Panting. You got worried.
"Erwin, what the fuck's going on?"
He still continues to pant.
"Erwin?"
He moans sharply.
It now struck your brain what he was really doing.
"That's right, babe keep calling me."
Relieving himself was actually the last thing you thought he'd be doing once you're away since you knew this man for almost a year now and you know very well how he can control himself on all matters.
You audibly scoffed on your realization. Smile drew to your face and you can't believe that his heat reaches your cheeks through the thought that someone like you can do this to a man like him.
"Erwin, don't tell me you're actually doing what I think you're doing."
He grunted without actually understanding what you're saying.
"Hm- just keep talking. You're doing good." Words were rolling as he continues to pant and moan as you stayed on the other line silently grinning to yourself thinking of what he looks like on his couch helpless without you doing what he's doing for him. You hear him breathe roughly as he fucks his hand with the thought of you. You felt powerful considering how this man who towers next to you when you're together, literally calling for you just to feel like you're there with him.
You leaned back to the sink as you listen. You were feeling heat on your stomach as well wishing you were the one making him have these heavenly sounds you're hearing.
"Y/N..."
"Yes, babe?"
"Please..."
"Fine. I just thought you're doing fine yourself back there"
"Y/N fuck I miss you. Keep talking"
You chuckled in response.
"I didn't know you'll miss me this much. I'll be back soon."
You closed your eyes trying to focus on how you're picturing him again on his couch, probably still in his shirt, few top buttons unbuttoned paired with slacks, sitting lazily, head thrown back as he listens to you. Just as you were starting to reach below to relieve the heat that you were starting to feel for yourself, he grunted sharply for the last time then the call dropped from the other line.
You stared at your phone as it goes back to your homescreen. "What the-" you whispered to your self. Stopping yourself from crushing your phone with your tightening knuckles, you breathed out and propped yourself up to fix your dress. You noticed your eyebrows still slightly woven from the fact that you were almost there with him as you fix a strand of hair in front of the mirror.
As you go out of the bathroom clicking the door close slowly, your phone buzzed again.
Calling: Erwin.
You swiped to answer. Puzzled, you thought he was done with his business with you for the night.
"I'll come pick you up." He said without asking if you'll agree.
You just breathed out as a response. You were thinking if you should cut your break short but you both wouldn't want that.
"Stay with me for a while?" It sounded more like an order than a question.
"Erwin, this is 3 hours away."
"I'll be there in 2."
The call dropped again. Headlights did appear in your street in two.
