A:N Well i deleted these around 5 times on writing this one soooooooo i hope you enjoy this one
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"Shit, my earring." You exclaimed, noticing you were missing it as you pulled your hair back.
"Did you lose it at work?" Your friend asked, as the two of you walked down the street.
"Probably, I can't go back and look for it though cause I already got sent home early."
"Again? I thought the Commander would need you more than that after losing his arm."
"Well I think he doesn't like the idea of having an assistant, he likes doing everything on his own and most of the time I'm just sitting around waiting for something to do."
"Well if I was all alone with Commander Erwin I could think of a few things to do." Her voice took a suggestive tone while she winked at you.
You smacked her on the arm before she started laughing at you.
"It's not like that! Besides I'm pretty sure he hates me, he barely talks to me and we've only made eye contact like twice."
"Maybe it's like you said and he just doesn't like needing an assistant."
"That makes sense." you sighed. "I'm still gonna feel so embarrassed when I have to come back to work and look for my stupid earring."
You could picture it now, his cold dismissive gaze turning from you as his low voice scoffed while you crawled around the floor of his office. Heat rose to your cheeks as the scenario played out in your head making you want to debate if your grandmothers earring was even worth it.
However you might avoid this if you went back in after hours.
Warm light from the sunset filled the office you were so glad to find empty, you quickly scanned the floor hoping Levi had not been in cleaning the room already possibly throwing it out. After nearly half an hour of digging through the couch cushions and checking every corner you were about to give up hope until finally finding it under the Commander's desk, before you could even wonder how it got there you found something else.
A crumpled piece of paper from the journal Erwin was always writing in, normally it was just practice for writing with his left hand but this looked more like a letter or an actual journal entry. Curiosity overrode your better judgement as you unfolded the page, finding the room was too dark for you to read it you brought it under the desk lamp and switched it on.
All the color left your face as you realized the deeply personal content of the paper yet you couldn't take your eyes off of it as it read out.
I had that dream again last night,
As always I awoke in a cold sweat, hard and leaking, practically rutting into the sheets, my left is hand barely enough to take care of it. If that wasn't enough I have to go about my day with these images constantly flashing in my head, sometimes even making me hard in the middle of the day. I want to send my assistant out on some menial task whenever this happens just so I have some time to take care of myself but I don't have the strength to even look her in the eyes and usually end up dismissing her for the day entirely.
I can picture now it now so vividly, she sits there on the couch in the corner of my office, legs crossed revealing more of her thigh as her skirt rides up. Her hungry eyes never leaving me, even as I try to ignore it that smouldering gaze is always there.
I get up to leave and just as my hand is on the doorknob I hear her voice.
"Commander"
The sound so smooth and sweet I can hardly believe it was addressed to me as she saunters over and puts her hands on my body.
"I wish you wouldn't be so cold"
I turn away from her one last time before she gently touches my arm to make me to meet her eyes that were filled with such a sincere desperation.
"I only want to please you"
With that one look I knew I had lost the battle against my own desires and I did not hesitate to push her against the door and let my lips collide with hers. She gasped and moaned while I explored her body, her shirt was tight enough to burst apart on its own sprang open when she unbuttoned it allowing me access to more of her skin. She smelled as sweet as she tasted, making me wish I could just drown in her soft breasts as I dipped my nose down between them. Her hand took mine, guiding it between her legs.
"Touch me"
I don't know if she was never wearing panties or if my mind was too rushed to even add that detail but my fingers were greeted with pure wetness when I lifted her skirt. Soft sighs filled the air while my fingers gently traced around her slit before pushing in.
The deeper my fingers worked the more her angelic moans turned into something much dirtier, without warning she grabbed me by the belt and pulled me across the room. After hopping onto the desk she gave me a short moment to admire how she looked with her hair tossed, her lipstick smeared, her shirt hanging off her shoulders and her legs spread exposing everything for me.
"I want you"
Every inch of my body longed to give her what she was begging for and I couldn't undo my belt fast enough. After a struggle I finally sprang free painfully erect, she sighed and shuddered at the sight letting her mouth hang open as her eyes went wide. I snaked my hand around her back to grab a fist full of her hair before absolutely devouring her mouth, she helplessly whined into my kiss as my tongue invaded her mouth. I moaned too when her hand stroked my length when I least expected, I melted into her touch while the two of us tangled together in a desperate mess.
I couldn't wait any longer and eased her back onto the desk before sliding into her slick heat, she sang out taking the entire thing like it was hers and writhing at the feeling. I almost came from that alone but I knew i had hold back for now, it was even more difficult however when she wrapped her legs around my waist. Being gentle with her was was another challenge when she responded so sweetly to every thrust by rocking her hips back into it, I could feel my restraint slipping away and all I wanted to do was start fucking her like a ragdoll.
"Please Erwin, more, more, more"
That was all the permission I needed to start using her like a little toy, not all at once however. I slowly picked up the pace just to watch her expression as she gradually lost all sense of control, gripping onto the desk and moaning my name over and over like it was some kind of prayer. Her legs spread even wider allowing me to reach even deeper, her tight little hole got even tighter, her moans were reaching a crescendo and the sound of skin slapping against skin was overwhelming. She looked up at me, her eyes clouded with more pleasure than she could handle and she-
The doorknob across the room clicked and you realized you had been reading the scrap of paper for quite some time, before you could think of what to do or how to explain the situation the door opened and Commander Erwin himself stood in the doorway. You felt like a child caught with your hand in the cookie jar only the situation wasn't nearly that innocent, Erwin took one look at the paper in your hand and instantly knew what it was. His expression turned dark causing even more panic to set within you.
You had no idea what kind of trouble you had gotten yourself into.
