Rivals or Enemies ?

37. Grief

"Jeon Kim Jungkook!!" I screamed at Jungkook who was spacing out for I don't know maybe the 100th time in the car. He flinched and looked at me with an innocent look. "yeah?" He asked. "for god's sake stop spacing out, you will hit your head somewhere without our knowledge, you idiot" I flicked his head making him groan. He sighed and nodded before looking out of the window, spacing out again. I sighed frustratingly and head locked him. "ah" a mere whisper escaped his lips. 

"dare you look out of the window" I glared at him. He shivered then I let him go and wrapped my arm around his shoulder. He sighed and rested his head on my chest hugging my tiny body. "Jungkook this isn't you, please stop being so emotional... I understand what you've been through but your sulking won't help you escape the reality" I told him caressing his hair. "but I'm just here with my grief" He replied " that's what you've been doing Koo, I hope Oppa gets well soon and I assure you he will get well soon.... don't worry, I'm here with you" I kissed the top of his head. Jungkook pulled out a small smile. "thank you Hye" 

"shut up" I told him and flicked his forehead again. 

After a minute of silence in the car I spoke up. "Kook"; "hm" he replied. "how's uhm..."; "Jimin" he completed. I nodded as he continued speaking. "he's worried too and sad. Hye I've got you but he doesn't has anyone who would help him.... why don't you.." He said. I sighed and looked out of the window. "Jungkook..... I-" I couldn't understand what to do. Jungkook got up and held my hand in his. "try it Hye-in-ah, you both will feel good. Just once" He said looking at me with hopeful eyes. I opened my mouth to speak but nothing came out. 

he was still staring at me with his does eyes. I thought for a second before nodding. "yay!" he kissed my cheeks and hugged me. 

"why do you guys forget I'm here too?" Taehyung rolled his eyes. The two of us laughed at him who was staring at  us  thru the drivers mirror. 

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I wore a black cropped lace straps top, black pencil skirt, on top I had a black choker around my neck and a same one on my right thigh. My hair was open and I wore black heels. I did tell Jimin that I'll see him at the park "I'm going" I bid goodbye to my brothers and left the house. The park was a few meters away from my house. the weather was beautiful today, it wasn't very sunny or cloudy. I put on my earphones and played a song. 

Walking down the streets I thought about the past events. Everything that has happened with me in the last few months. Ever since I joined this school my life went upside down. Literally everything changed. I made enemies more than friends or well I did make quite a few friends. I even got back with my ex. best friend. I was sexually abused, Was kidnapped, used as a bait by my brothers rivals or enemies? Talking about my brother our relationship got better. Jungkook and I had a huge fight. I also argued with my parents-

My parents! 

f*ck I almost forgot about them. What if they get to know about all this? About Sun-hoo, Mr. Moon and me getting kidnapped and abused because of Taehyung? Will they tell me to come to USA? I haven't had any interaction with them ever since they left. It kind of worries me. I don't know if they talk to Taehyung as well. I do regret saying all that to them. they are my parents. 

But maybe that day I was already very stressed. Losing to Jimin did affect me but I also had a fight with Jungkook. My parents being like that made me just even more angry. I finally I let it all out myself that day. I f*cking regret it so much. Hopefully our relation gets better as well. 

Jimin and I are still like cat and dog but we both love each other, it's something that cannot be denied. But why do none of us show it? This boy drives me crazy. Like what the f*ck have you seen him!? he's so hot and cute............