The Gamer [Clifford]

2.1 bad idea

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I found myself standing in the middle of the airport staring at the different flights flashing green, yellow and red as flights left, were delayed, and held due to weather. I watched as my flight neared its departure. I was meant to be back home by tomorrow morning, yet I had no feeling to go back in that god forsaken home. I looked back at the board my flight moved up.

I pulled out my phoned rom my bag and called Lauren. "Hello." Her voice answered.

"Lauren sweetie hi." I say in my most sweet sounding voice.

"Hi, are you okay?"

That's when it all hit me, Mikey wasn't there for me. I was pregnant. I was alone. Then the thoughts how are you going to do this. You knew you wouldn't be able to. Your going to fail at this like you do everything else. I began to cry.

"No. Nothing is fine." I sobbed causing a few people to look at me.

"What happened?" She asked.

"Mikey...he doesn't want me. H...h...he doesn't want the babies." I cried. The line was silent, then Lauren asked, "what are you doing right now?"

"Standing in the airport looking like an idiot." I responded. "Well what do you want to do?"

"Run away." I whispered.

"Then go." Her small voice came through the phone.

"What?" I asked shocked at her responses. "Go wherever your heart takes you and don't come back till your satisfied." I stood there thinking about her response. I was quite shocked by her sudden maturity. "I can't," I responded. "What about you-"

"Don't worry about me, Liz will watch me she likes me more then Luke so it's no problem."

I smiled at thought of Liz laughing and mother my sister and joking with her. "Okay, I'll go."

"Finally." She joked. "Just call me when you get there so I know your safe." I smiled, "don't worry I will, I love you Lauren."

"And I love you." And with that we said goodbye and hing up. Then came my cross road, where was I to go?

New Zealand? No bad idea
Japan? No bad idea
England? No bad idea

As I was going over the list in my head my phone began to ring again. Michael. I lifted my phone and put it to my ear without saying a word. "Chelsea hello?" He said, still I said nothing. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean what I said, I know you'd never lie to-" and with that I hung up. I let my phone fall back on my bag as I went back to my list.

Germany? No bad idea
Hawaii? No bad idea
My phone began ringing again. It was sat and son again. I picked up the phone. "Did you just hang up on-" and yet again as if he didn't get the message the first time I hung up on him and went back to my list.
Porto Rico? No bad idea

My phone began ringing again and this time I was pissed I picked up the phone and screamed "can you not take a fucking hint Michael, obviously I'm hanging up on you for a reason." The voice that responded shocked me as it was female, "well that's no way to treat your best friend." Lexi! My head went into over drive with all the things I wanted to tell her.

"I'm so sorry-" I responded trying to laugh it off. "Mikey had just been a dick lately."

"I know." She responded.

"You know?" I asked.

"News travels quickly on social media, i was just wondering if it was true." I heard a ding in my ear and looked at the message opening the link. Teen punk Michael Clifford and girlfriend Chelsea Stern split. "What the fuck!" I said as they called the flight I was supposed to be getting on.