The Gamer [Clifford]

2.2 loose ends

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I stood there taking in the Scene before me. My mother sitting on the couch, Liz standing up to walk over to me as Lexi began to yell and Lauren ran to hide in her room. Why? Why would she be here. No, how? How could she be here?

"How?" I asked and the room became still and silent as my mothers eyes met mine.

"What do you mean?" She asked innocently which pissed me off more.

"How the fuck are you out of jail and here?" I asked laughing between each word so she could understand my words. "I was released on good behavior." She smiled.

"Bullshit." I yelled as I walked toward the kitchen trying to move away from the problems in the other room, but I soon heard her fucking foot steps following behind me. I leaned against the counter my over the sink as I tried to catch my breath, I looked over as I felt the presents of a figure.

"You-you need to fucking leave."

"But I'm here for you baby." She cooed.

"Don't you fucking-" and with that I leaned over the sink and emoted my stomach everything in my life has turned to shit. Michael was gone, I'm pregnant, and my god forsaken mother was here.

I felt hands wrap around my hair to hold it back and one began running my back. "don't fucking touch me." I yelled as I laughed her away. A few moments later Liz ran and followed by Lexi, they stood there awkwardly as I watched my mother.

"I came here to tell you I've gotten my shit together-" she began, I laughed at her remark. "You mean like last time when you were clean for a week and then ran away for 2 months, bullshit."

"Chelsea, this is different, I want to do better. I want to be better for you, and Lauren. I miss you both." She said trying to grab my hand and move closer to me, a pulled away and walked back to the living room where in the door way I found Michael.

"Oh fuck this, I really don't need this tonight." I yelled as I grabbed my bag and tried to push past him, yet he grabbed my arm and pulled me into a hug. "What's wrong?" He whispered softly into my hair. "Ask my fucking mother." I said and he pulled away keeping his hands on my arms. "What?" And at that very moment my mother came around the corner, and Michaels grip tightened.

"Michael, how nice to see you." She said walking closer. "Don't." He said his voice getting lower and husky with dominance. She held up her hands in defeat. "Can we at least sit and talk then?" He looked down to me and I nodded.

"I came here to tell you I have someone new in my life whose good for me."

"Bullshit."

"Chelsea don't."

"It's my home I'll do whatever the duck I want." She nodded.

"Well I've been good, staying off drugs no drinking-" she began but I interiors her.

"For how long 2 weeks?"

"Around that." I laughed. "You seriously want me to believe you're going to stay clean after only being clean for 2 weeks? what about all the other times? 'Oh baby everything's good now, oh baby don't worry.' No it all turned to shit just like your life. Look around look at what you've done and what you're loosing, you know what I'm glad if your "changing" however my family will not." I said standing up to lead her out.

"You're family?" She questioned quietly.

"Ya, you didn't know I'm pregnant. You're going to be a grandma too bad you fucked this up and won't meet them, bye." I said opened info the front door and pointing out.

She just looked at me. "What?" I snapped at her dark face watching me. She had changed again. Aged more, her face was sunken in from excessive drugs and drinking. I know she hasn't changed and I will not object my children to that kind of life. "You're not going to let me see my grandchildren?"

"No, you lost that privilege with every sip you took and every needle you used. So please have a nice life and don't fuck mine up more by coming around agin." I smiled as she stood up and walked out the door turning back to say something, but I shut the door in her face.

I turned to Michael "now it your turn." I smiled as I grabbed his shirt and pulled him to our bedroom. I let go of him as I pulled him inside, he softly shut the door. I turned to lol at him. His hit was blond again. "You need to stop dying your hair before it falls out, dumb ass." He smiled "I know, but you know me I like color." I just rolled my eyes and laid on the bed feeling sick. "What are doing here? Aren't you supposed to be in LA?" He nodded. "Yes but I had loose ends I couldn't leave everything with you like that, Chelsea you have to understand I am excited about the baby-"

That right, I never told him there's two. He only knows I'm pregnant.

"I want to be with you. I was wrong, I knew you cousins have said anything like that to my mother. She lied, she told me and I'm such a ruling idiot for not noticing. I'm so sorry, please forgive me and let me help you raid our child." He said looking at the floor.

"Children." I said and his head shot up.

"What?" He said a smile growing on his lips.

"I'm having twins you shit." I smiled and quickly jumped on the bed next to me wrapping his arms tightly around me. "We're having twins." i frowned. "No Michael, I'm having twins. I'm the one pushing them out of my vagina not you." He smiled "this is why I love you." I smiled at his stupid face. "Somehow I love you too."

I load there as he moved his face down my belly and began to whisper to the babies. "Let me tell you, we're going to play so many video games, and you're gonna be a guitar lord like your daddy; maybe I'll let you play drums or sing maybe. Only if your good at it. But one thing I know is that your mommy and I will love you no matter what, unless you play piano then maybe a little less." I smacked his arm. "Shut up." He laughed. "I'll always love you both."

He came back up the pillows and wrapped his arms around me as I feel asleep to the sound of his heart beat and his chest rising and falling slowly.

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So updates will hopefully be every other week now!