𝙰𝚛𝚎 𝚆𝚎 𝚃𝚘𝚘 𝚈𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚐 𝙵𝚘𝚛 𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜? (Nagito X Reader, Mikan X Reader)

𝙻𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚊𝚝 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚕𝚢 𝚙𝚎𝚘𝚙𝚕𝚎

{A/N: This chapter contains self harm and blood}

I know pretty damn well what I'm going to do. The only thing I have to make sure is that there aren't other people around.

*After some minutes*

Hm the hospital is pretty empty, they don't even have enough people to take care of another building anymore. I went in the surgery room to look around for some interesting stuff to play with. Oh my~ I seem to be fortunate. It might be because of Nagito that my fortune has its ups and downs but it doesn't really matter. The only thing I rely on is my own luck after all, not Nagito's.

I found a knife which you can open easily your skin with, and I didn't hesitate to try. I want to try all sorts of these surgery gadgets in the room. I went straight up to my thighs and sliced them. This knife felts so good at a time like that. While I was slicing my thighs all I could think of is Mikan. I saw her in my dream the previous night and I can't help but desire to see her again. The whole dream felt so real that I almost believed it. Then I remembered all the time I spent with her and I hate myself for not finding her earlier that day. I should if had looked for her instead of spending time with my second favorite person. I didn't spend enough time with my first one and that's the biggest regret I've ever had. I'm so angry, that I didn't even know her for 7 days, and she still managed to own all my respect and love. I can't help but wonder how life would be if Mikan was still alive.

Oh, looks like I got myself thinking deeply into my own thoughts that I let all the blood slip in the floor. I don't really give a shit I just hope that no one comes here. I should better go and sleep with the hope of seeing Mikan again. She's my beloved after all.

*Loud noises*

Hfmm, what time is it? Uh- 5am? Why do I hear voices in the next rooms tho? I tried to move but my legs were shore probably because of the blood loss but it's okay I guess someone will visit me from time to time. I turned around to my desk near the bed to see many gifts and stuff. Who did this? As I can see there are flowers from Nagito. Oh he brought my favorite ones! Hmm, a letter which says 'we love you (Y/n) get well soon' by Sonia Chiaki and the rest of my friend group, some food from Akane 'because I'm going to get hungry' that's what she would say lol, some gummies from... Hiyoko? Why would Hiyoko give me gummies? Well at least she tried to be nice but I won't forgive her for what she did to Mikan. She's been bullying her for more than a year in hope's peak, that's what Mikan told me. I also have some sweets from Shuichi and Kaede, oh I love these dudes.
The last thing I saw was a bracelet made by Gundam with a note that says 'this rare item gives you the best of luck by the four dark devas of destruction'.
But when did everyone brings these? I would of heard them I think. Oh my legs are bandaged too so I was definitely having a pretty heavy sleep. I need to get up but I'm unable uhh... I guess I'll sleep for a bit more till someone wakes me up.

*After god knows how many hours*

"Mikan! Why are you crying?"
*Hic hic hic* "(Y-Y/nnnn) w-why w-w-would you leave m-me!? I-i love y-you please don't do this again."
"Mikan I-I am so sorry I don't want to leave you! I don't even know when I'm coming and leaving it's just so strange!"
"Nhh (Y/n) please stay.. It's scary without you b-by my side. I see t-them all t-the time and I d-don't want to. Take them a-away!"
"Mikan what are you talking about!"
"T-they are scary!!"
"What are their names?"
"Their names are S-"

"(Y/n) wake the fuck up! Please don't leave us like that!" I opened my eyes to see Fuyuhiko and Peko by my side.
"You guys... What's going on?" I asked them. "Many things are going on but most importantly how are you?" Peko was concerned. "I'm unable to walk but I guess the rest are fine." "(Y/n).. why would you cut your legs?" Fuyuhiko asked me with a disappointed face. "I-I-I don't know?" "Oh shut up and tell us before I-" "Leave her alone. It might be something personal, but in any cause harming yourself isn't the right choice (Y/n)." Chiaki cut off Fuyuhiko while entering the room, she might have heard the conversation. "Yeah right.. Sorry (Y/n) we are just really concerned about you." Fuyuhiko apologized and I nodded. "Did you like the presents (Y/n)?" Chiaki asked me. "They are great but I didn't get to eat all this food yet, I'm not that hungry at all." I replied.