𝙰𝚛𝚎 𝚆𝚎 𝚃𝚘𝚘 𝚈𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚐 𝙵𝚘𝚛 𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜? (Nagito X Reader, Mikan X Reader)

𝙱𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚔 𝚖𝚢 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚝

No
No
No
No
No...
What am I doing?
Am I going insane?
Why did i leave Nagito alone?
I don't want to think of what he might do to himself.
No
My eyes hurt
(Y/n) get ahold of yourself and don't tear up.
Go to Nagito you stupid fuck.
Do something.
Is he even alive by now?
What if he jumped off the boat?
He would've come over if he were to apologize or have fun.
Nagito don't tell me...

⚠️ Tw suicide mention! ⚠️
"Is anything wrong (Y/n)?" Sonia asked with a worried face. "I-I'm good i was just thinking something.. I have to go you guys have fun I'll be back in 5 minutes." I smiled at them and run towards the inside of the boat trying to find my love. I swear to my luck... If I lose the only remaining person who genuinely cares about me I'm gonna kill myself just to face them in the after life.

Nagito where the fuck are you? Please come to me, I'm so sorry for everything i said as i was walking up the boat's stairs. i just can't lose you. Not now, not ever. "Nag-"

"Hm?"
"Nagito i-"
"Sorry (Y/n). It wasn't your fault. Really. It wasn't your fault. It's me. It has always been me from the very start."
"Nagito what do you mean from the very start?"

I saw nagito flirting with the death, standing up on the top of the boat, ready to fall in the deep dark sea.

"Nagito... Nagito please come down, we'll talk about everything just please don't do this. I can't live without you." I wasn't crying but something inside me was definitely breaking at the moment. Seeing Nagito cry broke my soul to tiny pieces.

"So sorry (Y/n)... I know you will never forgive me about what I've done in the past and you'll probably murder me like you did with everyone else, and Peko too." He smiled at me. Just a smile with some teardrops.

"What... How?" What does he know? How does he know? What...

"Nagito please come down and i swear I would never do anything to you. Just please come down."

"Heh I had a pretty shitty life but the time i spent with you was truly unforgettable. Thanks for that. I'll take care after you in the afterlife. I'm too much of a weight to you in our current lives, so i would be honored if I had the chance to treat you better. Right person wrong time they say..." He closed his eyes and took a deep breath, more tears falling down his pale cheeks.

"Nagito I love you!" I screamed. It was a real one, i truly meant my words this time. "I love you for now, for tomorrow and for ever. Please don't do this to me." I couldn't get ahold of myself anymore. "I don't care what you think of me and what you're going to say, no matter the consequences, i will still choose to love you from the bottom of my heart. Setting aside feelings can cause someone to loose feelings but as long as I keep choosing you over every other living person, my feelings stay the same for you. So please hold my hand and come down with me, i swear we'll do everything we like together. We'll find a solution to every problem we are facing so please don't give up on me, i love you and I can't lose another person again!"

I kept my eyes closed out of fear, having my hand face Nagito just in case he wanted to give life a second chance. There was complete silence so Nagito decided to ignore my words and jump off the boat. My eyes started crying waterfalls and eventually hurt.

I started giving up on hope while a soft freezing hand touched mine. "...I'm glad..." I said under my breath. Nagito stayed alive. Yes. I'm so happy. "I would never live you alone (Y/n), this would be my biggest regret. I never knew your feelings towards me, I'm glad I got to know them. Yeah I feel the exact same way about you. I thought maybe... Oh, we'll talk about this later alright?" Nagito hugged me tight.

"I can help you kill Peko."
"So... You'll be the accomplish? Are you sure about that?" I was so confused now. Since when did Nagito want to help me commit a crime? "From the deepest of despairs the brightest hopes are being born (Y/n)." It's like he gave an answer to a question I never asked him. Only myself. "How should we do this? Peko is a swords woman she could kill both of us if she wanted to." Nagito was kind of confused. "I will try and fight back. If anything happens can you have my back?" I asked Nagito. "(Y/n) what are you saying?! You'll get killed for sure if you fight with her." Nagito tried not to shout because they others can easily hear us. "You know what i think, first of all we have to distract the others so Peko can stay by herself for a couple of minutes at least." That's what I think. "Yes i agree with you but that's nearly impossible. We have to think of something quickly. We don't have much remaining time, also the others will start looking for us." Nagito told me. "Nagito i have a plan!" I started telling Nagito my plan, we agreed and we walked down the stairs and sat with everyone else.

Sonia's Pov:
"Hey Nagito and (Y/n). As you weren't with us we decided of spending the night in the boat too, what do you guys think?" I hope they agree. "Actually i had the same idea! That sounds amazing Sonia." (Y/n) fake smiled at me. I know that something is wrong with her, i told Chiaki too. Yes definitely. There's something wrong with her, i don't know?? Her ultimate? Her mood changes? Her attitude? We have to find out. But everyone else except me and Chiaki seem to like her a lot. I mean she's ok but i don't know there's something strange with her. I'm pretty sure she's the mastermind too. She's the most suspicious person among us. Anyways I should get back on having fun with everyone else for now.

(Y/n)'s Pov:

Guys as me and Nagito were previously talking, we were thinking of swimming in the ocean are you in?" Please say yes please say yes. "I'm in." Chiaki and Sonia cheered. "I am too i suppose.." Hajime awkwardly replied. "Me and Peko are in too." Fuyuhiko thumbed up. "I AM 100% INNNN!!!" Kazuichi seemed happier than ever and we can all guess why. "For now let's eat some lunch and when we will swim later." Hajime said and we all agreed.

As we were talking with everyone else Nagito whispered in my ear. "Partners in Crime (Y/n)?" "Nah. Lovers and partners in crime Nagito!" I corrected his statement. We both evil smiled and pink promised.

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A/N

PROBABLY ONE OF MY FAVORITE CHAPTERS AAA

Date: 6/6/22
Word count: 1208