𝐒𝐏𝐀𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆 ➯ 𝐄𝐔𝐏𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐀

epilogue

MAJOR TW; EMOTIONAL; MENTION OF SUICDE & SELF HARM, VIOLENCE AND MORE

italic= rues pov

explanation

this chapter is like 4-in 1 chapter and their basically old "flashbacks" of isabelle and ash moments since there... yk. the timeline in these chapters are fucked up so bare with me.

anyways this epilogue has many song
recommendation, you can change the song to when u see the * if u want

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song recommendation;
bohemian rhapsody

             IT WAS ABOUT ELEVEN WHEN I GOT THE CALL FROM MADDY, I could barely hear what she saying from the sobs but i manage to hear two words that made tears come to my eyes, Isabelle's dead. I couldn't grasp the shit i was hearing. I didn't know Isabelle all that well but that shit fucking hurt, especially when i found out she died beside Ashtrays side, fucking ashtray. I loved that fucking kid man, he was funny ass shit and loyal, even though he hated me i knew it was all love.

I knew him and Isabelle were made for each other since the first time they met, both of them came from fucked up backgrounds but managed to stay alive and both were loyal ass hell, maybe too loyal for there own good. Maddy and Isabelle left on bad terms so i knew it hurt for her even more since they didn't get to say there goodbyes. Fezco witnessed both of there deaths, that's gotta fucking suck man, all he wanted was for his brother to be safe and now he was dead.

I had to fight myself to go to Isabelle's funeral, and Maddy had to fight her parents to make it Isabelle and Ash tray's funeral even though he didn't have anyone other then Fezco and Isabelle. It was beautiful, a mixture of the two everywhere, Everyone spoke about there interactions with Ashtray which was small but every second counted, I think it finally hit me that she was dead when Space Song played, i didn't think i was gonna cry anymore but something about that song made everything worse. All that was left of them was memories, my favorite memory of them was the first time i even saw Ashtray cry, over isabelle

FLASHBACK:

song recommendation;
iris; goo goo dolls  *