We've been through the ups and downs of one another. Your lack of emotion and my too much of. I don't think it such a bad thing that we have come to this part of the relationship so early in but i'm glad we can go through the bad bits and still want to stay together. I'm not used to fighting and someone still wanting to stay. its nice.
Although you may not have liked it, i enjoyed the two weeks i had with you. Forced but not necessary due to WIFI issues. It may have been too much time in my presence but it was like growing up without the age creeping up behind me. It made me believe that i could have a generic future with you where we could live with one another and still be okay. A nice thought.
I feel like its getting worse. Maybe due to the fact you spent too much time with me you seem more distant than last week. It resembles the same lack of emotions you had when you didn't want to be with me anymore. With your lack of emotions, my overthinking goes wild and i start thinking the worst. I'm sorry. I'm trying to get better.
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Bleeding isn't Broken
PoetryA process of me and dramatic presences that may have driven me to lack of life.
