Uncontrollable and painful. Painless all in the same. The feeling of nothing and everything all at one like magnets. One attracting and the other retracting in the same. Cancelling one another. It's unfair really.
Ive come to know the emotion quite well. One would say its my best friend at the rate i feel it. Maybe more of a personality trait.
It's the feeling of being empty and hollow all at once. Even small amounts of affection are confusing and those who sense it become different around you. It's a consuming emotion. One thats hard to rid of and on some accordions its hard to control. But yet its still the most common.
Ive been told many a time to get therapy over the feelings that I enjoyce when under the numbness. Sometimes for my lack of emotion or my bithiness. Both go hand in hand at times.
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Bleeding isn't Broken
PoetryA process of me and dramatic presences that may have driven me to lack of life.
