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Felix woke up and once he got out of his room, he unexpectedly saw Alex.
That spooked Felix
Felix: "bitch-.... If you want to make sure I don't get hurt, maybe don't spook me! Because I'm sure i will accidentally throw myself at a wall and bust my head open!"
Alex: "sorry"
Felix knew that Alex was numb but not that numb!
Felix's POV:
Does Alex even has emotions? Of course he does... But why does he seem so sad? Did something happen to him? If so, what happen?
Felix have a lot of questions in his head but he didn't ask.
Instead he walked off.
Alex followed
Felix knew that he had to get use to him.
Felix still didn't trust Alex yet so he didn't like it when he followed him.
Felix wanted to visit Oswald but didn't want Alex to steal him.
Felix went to the tree where Oswald and Felix first met.
Alex looked around and said
"This place is very beautiful"
Felix just hummed.
Felix sat down and rested against the tree.
Alex's POV:
Felix is probably tired of me following him. Should I stop? But what if someone comes and tries to hurt him?! That won't happen, Felix knows better than let someone hurt him. I think.
Alex just stood there. Watching felix.
Felix was simply resting.
Alex admired how peaceful he can seem without having to do a thing.
For Alex it's really hard. Most people would run off because they feared if Alex would hurt them or they just heard rumors about him.
Alex badly wanted to be like felix.
He had the looks, he had the face, he had a life.. But the things he didn't had was a personality, likeability, friends, someone to love for.
Alex stared at felix.
Alex: "Felix, may I ask a question?"
Felix: "hm?"
Alex: "are you embarrassed of having a cousin like me? A cousin who hates you're guts? A cousin who is a lowlife?"
Felix: "Alex, before I answer that question, i need to tell you something"
Alex: "what is it?"
Felix: "back then, I wasn't like by everyone Alex, I was a jerk who didn't care for anyone. So everyone disliked me. I was once a lowlife too. Now to answer your question, no I'm not ashamed since you're probably my last family I have... Since my sister has been missing for years."
Alex: "sister? No one told me about her"
Felix: "yeah.. Mainly because people seemed to forget about her.. I just wished that... She would come back... She wouldn't let me be a jerk... Without her... I'm just a lowlife... "
Alex:" ... Felix"
Felix: "yes Alex?"
Alex: "do you ever think of her? How she's doing? Or is she safe?"
Felix: "many times Alex... Do you want to know something about me?"
Alex: "sure Felix"
Felix: "call me feel or cousin when you feel like it. Anyways.. In the past before she went missing. I wasn't a lowlife... She would always make sure I did the right choices. She would make sure that... I was happy... So once she went missing.... I felt like I lost everything... I drank and drank till I blackout... I played with girls to... Feel something.... I... I just missed her so much that I refused to believe that she left... I would always talk to myself, thinking that I was talking to her.... So I guess, the reason why I became a shitty ass person back then was because of the amount of pain i felt when she went missing."
Alex: "I hope one day... You could see her again"
Felix: "me too... Me too.. "
Alex saw some tears streaming down on Felix's face.
Alex felt bad...
Alex didn't like seeing him like that so he...
Hugged him.
Alex: "I promise that i will make up for the things I did to you... I promise that I will never leave you're side Felix"
Felix: "thank you Alex... Thank you"
Felix was leaning onto Alex while crying softly.
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Once Felix and Alex got back home.
Felix hugged him and then left to his room.
Alex was shock that Felix hugged him. But was trying not to smile.
Alex's POV:
Did I gained his trust? Hopefully I did...
I think...
We're getting off with a good start
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Maybe people can change (Felix x Oswald)
FanfictionFelix was a jerk at first but soon he started to realize his actions. But when he met his ex, he became more shy and scare when around people. But once he met Oswald, everything changed
