Maybe people can change (Felix x Oswald)

Chapter twenty-eight

Felix woke up in a sweat, Felix would have regular nightmares about his past. And each one would be from different events but never true happy ones.

But this nightmares reminded him that he will forever have to the guilt of leaving his love ones.

Felix soon started to cry. Felix looked around and saw that it was still night. Felix got up and wipped some of his tears away, he opened his closet door and grabbed Oswald's hoodie. He put it on and went back to bed.

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Felix woke up and yawned. Felix looked around once again and saw that it was day. Felix got up and walked to his window. Felix opened it and looked out. He saw a tree nearby and noticed a bird bringing food to her young.

Felix remembered that he almost became a father..

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Back then, Felix truly loved kitty so he was blind to her abuse... Felix wanted the best for her so he would always say "I love you!" Felix would never expected a I love you back from her, she would always look down to him and then kissed his forehead.

Felix thought... It was her own way of saying I love you too...

One day... Kitty had a dinner date with Felix, Felix cooked most of the food while kitty set up the table. Kitty got him drunk and took it was an advantage..

Soon Felix woke up in bed but soon realized that he just slept with kitty.. Felix blushed and didn't know what she did was wrong... He thought it was love...

After weeks of kitty and Felix going on small dates, kitty brought up that night, Felix was surprised when he heard
"I'm pregnant!"

Felix's eyes lit up... Felix never wanted to be a father but... His amount of love to her... Made him immediately fell in love with this baby..

After months in...

Kitty had a miscarriage... Kitty wasn't that depressed since she barely even love the baby but Felix was the most depressed.. Felix would cuddle with kitty while saying
"Don't worry! I'm sure that we will try again and maybe that time.. Would be different"

Kitty just wanted Felix to be the child's dad so she would take his money so she never really wanted to start a family with Felix.

Felix was soon damaged by that but soon healed.

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Felix soon started to cry... He knew that, his mental health would make him into a horrible dad... He couldn't even take care of himself.. So how will he take care of a child?

Alex walked in to tell Felix that breakfast was ready.

Alex noticed that Felix was crying. Alex immediately ran up to him, asking what's wrong. Felix turned to him while sobbing. Felix asked.. If he would be a good dad...

Alex stared at him and then said
"Well.. Taking care of a child takes alot of responsibility but I'm sure that.. No matter what.. You would always love that child and that would make you a good dad"

Felix smiled and said
"Thanks"

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Felix was eating breakfast but soon heard Oswald's voice behind him.

Oswald: "hey feel! Question, do you want to help me with the kids? Since they missed you so much and they really want their dada to come home and play with them"