I feel like I annoy him so much. Like he sees me as a 10 year old. Like he will never like me and I have no chance with him. I try to be cool and act chill but I can because I'm so fucking weird. We were walking around the park and I really wanted to talk to him but instead I feel like I just made him run away. I'm so fucking pathetic it's so sad. There's no way anyone could ever like me because I'm so fucking stupid. I know something's wrong and I want to help him, I want him to talk to me so I can at least attempt to fix the broken pieces but I honestly don't know what to do. It's so hard when you're the only one trying. It's so hard to care so much when you shouldn't because it's non of your business. Why do I feel the need of always being there for everyone even if I don't know them?
