I've never been in love nor have I ever been loved. I have never had someone care for me enough to stay with me. All your life you grow up watching movies or reading books or hearing songs about falling in love or being in love and I don't even know what that is. I've been completely alone all my life because I'm such a fuck up. I hate it when people complement me or tell me I'm perfect and bullshit me with all their sweet talks. I hate it because non of it's true because if it was I wouldn't be crying every night in the dark all by myself with nobody giving a damn. I say I don't relationship because it's easier to say then nobody wants a relationship with me and can you really blame them? Fuck.
