We think that hurting ourself will take the pain away. We think if we make ourselves bleed the pain will drip out of us but it's not in our veins. It's all in our heads running through our bodies. We can't make go away by harming ourselves, we can't get rid of it through tears, we can't escape it by running, or kill it but eating it away. We have to try everyday a little bit more at taking a breath even if we're fifty thousands feet under water. If we have nobody we have to be the person to live for. We have to go through everyday not for anyone else but ourselves. We can't give up. We only get one chance at life and we can do it. No matter how fucking miserable it gets, it's going to be okay.
