this chapter might be super sad but it's very important because Karma will be expressing herself and how she feels about a lot of things"At one point of time I thought being famous would be my escape but it wasn't." - Karma 1994
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Later that night
Ralph sat by Karma's hospital bed and held her hand as she slept. He had a tear stained face and was scared out of his mind. He knew that Karma would've eventually gotten to Andre , He didn't have a problem with that and he felt like Andre deserved it. But he didn't know that Karma had reached her breaking point.
She groaned softly in her sleep and moved around before woke up and looked at Ralph's hand before looking at his face.
"I'm sorry." She said to him as he quickly hugged her and held her. "I was just really angry and I didn't mean to do it."
"Karma I'm not worried about what happened with Andre , All I care about is you right now." Ralph said as he looked at her. "I know your upset right now but I think you've been over working yourself." Ralph told her as she looked at him
"My work is what keeps me sane."
"And your letting it pile up on you K , Look I'm not trying to control you or tell you what to do but after the tour maybe you should go on a hiatus and take time to yourself." He said to her as she sighed. "I think you need a break and space to be with yourself."
"You don't want to be around me right now ?" She asked sadly
"I love being around you baby , But your mental health comes first. Maybe you should go to a therapist or have grief or trauma counseling." He said to her as she scoffed slightly
"I don't have any trauma." She lied through her teeth
"You flinched when you told me about Eric and you say Suge's name in your sleep." Ralph said to her as she looked at him and got quiet. "I can't force help if you don't want it but I care about you and I don't want you harming yourself or living in fear."
"Okay but after the tour." Karma says to him and he nods his head kissing her cheek
"Yella said you beat Dre ass."
"Yeah I did and it felt good at the moment." Karma said with a slight chuckle. "No regrets."
A knock on the door made her look and she seen Romelle as she sighed hard.
"Should I let him in ?" Ralph asked as she nodded his head
"Hi BabyDoll." Romelle said softly as Karma looked at her father
"Can I get a minute Rizz ?" She asked as he nodded kissing her forehead before leaving out of the room
Romelle sat in the chair beside Karma's bed as Karma sat up. Although she was on an angry spiral seeing her father wanted to make her cry.
"It's not on the news but ugh Andre is down stairs with a few injuries." Romelle said as Karma stared straight ahead. "I just want to talk to you Raini." He said calling her by her middle name
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First Lady [Ruthless Records]
FanfictionA fictional three part series telling the life story of Karma Young , younger sister of Dr.Dre and the First Lady of Ruthless and her legendary career before her untimely and tragic death.