Almost Easy

Chapter 18

Tennessee had been helping me set up for the wedding, I was happy to have someone like her on my side.

"Are you sure you're gonna make it in time for the wedding?" I asked.

"Unless the flight gets delayed, I will be there." Tennessee said.

"You better be." I said.

"Let's not worry about that now. Let's worry on what dress you'd like to wear." She said, waving her hand around the dress store.

I found this beautiful white one with lacing, it looked very me.

"This one." I said with a smile.

"You're gonna look so good in that." She said.

"I know, I love it." I said.

I grabbed my size and went to try it on, it looked perfect.

"My gosh Sara." Tennessee said, smiling.

"I love it." I said, crying.

She smiled and hugged me, I felt so excited to be marrying Matt.

"Let's buy it." Tennessee said.

We bought the dress, she bought another lavender dress. Lavender fitted her so well.

We went home and I put the dress far back in my closet so Matt wouldn't see it.

"Hi baby." Matt said, walking in the room.

"Hi you." I said, kissing him.

"I'm so excited to marry you." He said.

"I'm more excited. I'm also nervous." I said.

"You've got nothing to worry about." He said.

"I know." I said with a smile.

"Now, I need to go and buy a suit because Zacky has been blowing up my phone. I love you." He said, giving me a kiss.

I always got butterflies when he kissed me, I loved that feeling and I always would love it. I invited Tennessee over, I felt I wanted some company even though I just got home from seeing her.

"Hey Sara!" Tennessee said, walking in.

"Hey you! Have you got everything packed for your honeymoon tomorrow?" I asked.

"Yes, yes I do. I got everything done when I got home." She said.

"I really hope this flight doesn't delay on Saturday." I said.

"If it does I'll get ready in the plane." She said with a laugh.

"God that would be so bad. You'd look perfect either way though." I said.

"Don't be silly, you're gorgeous." She said.

"I wish. I honestly don't know how Matt thinks I'm beautiful." I said.

"Don't be so hard on yourself Sara. You're beautiful and everyone knows it. You should know it." She said.

"Thank you." I said, giving her a hug.

I always felt insecure about myself, even around Matt and even when everyone complimented me, I honestly wished I could feel more good about myself, I just felt jealous of everyone around me.