Beomgyu-centric One-shots

•Taegyu•

Angst (Tw//character death... again)

"Taehyunie! Look! The sky tonight looks pretty, well, it's pretty everyday but tonight it looks extra prettier." Taehyun just nods along whatever his hyung/best friend is saying. "What do you think Taehyunie?" Beomgyu says, still busy admiring the night sky. Tonight, it was full of stars, the silence was calm a feeling of serenity. There they stood together.

Taehyun was stuck staring at the view he's been looking at for 5 years... Beomgyu. "Yes, he's beautiful." He murmured lowly, Beomgyu hears the words Taehyun uttered. "Hmm?" Beomgyu turned his head to the younger, only to see the younger already staring at him. "Taehyun?" He calls the younger, tilting his head to the side. "You're beautiful, hyung."

Beomgyu flushes red at the words, flustered he couldn't utter a word. "I've liked you since I was 14. It was when you first brought me here, you sang and I was enchanted, you danced and I was in a trance, you looked at me and I realised that I wanted you in my life forever." Taehyun doesn't know where he got this confidence, he only hopes his hyung liked him too.

Beomgyu blinked, still couldn't speak, but suddenly there were tears in his eyes. "H-hyung? I-I'm sorry, I didn't mean to spill my feelings, I just wanted you to know, it's fine if you don't like me too—" "I-I thought this would never happen..." Beomgyu cried but managed to hug Taehyun.

"W-what do you mean hyung? You like me too?" Taehyun stared into nothingness as the boy he likes sobs on his chest. He felt soft punches in his chest and small voice, "Idiot! Yes I do! I thought— I thought there wasn't a chance you would like me back!" He laughed airily and tipped his head back to prevent the tears. Beomgyu pulled away, "That wasn't a lie, right?"

Taehyun frowned, "Why do you think I'll lie to you? Have you ever heard me say I liked someone else? It was only you hyung." Beomgyu realised that, Taehyun has never mentioned anyone else. "B-but this can be a prank?! We've been friends since 12, what if—" Taehyun cuts him off with a sweet, chaste, and short kiss.

Beomgyu froze, his cheeks red, shoulders raised, hands flying to his lips as he looked at Taehyun in a mixture of shock and disbelief. "Stop with your nonsense hyung, I like you, that's it. This isn't some prank, I'm not an ass to play with someone's feelings, you know that." Taehyun said while trying to hide that he is also flustered with what he just did.

Beomgyu released a shuddered breath, "I like you too." He managed to say before rushing to chase Taehyun's lips once again. It was soft, feelings pounding wildly in their chest, a euphoric feeling. Pulling away, they stared at eachother deeply, like they've been together for years. Well, that's what they wish for.

"Choi Beomgyu, be my forever wishlist?" Taehyun said, internally cringing with his words. "You're cringy, where'd you get that? Is it from TXT's wishlist?" Beomgyu laughed but stopped when he saw Taehyun's serious face. "But you know what? Ofcourse I'll be your forever wishlist, as you'll be my 0x1=LoveSong." Beomgyu brushed their noses together while smiling fondly at Taehyun.

That was the start, that led to these moments,

"Gyu, you're finally a graduate, in what agency would you like to produce music for?" Taehyun ask. "Well, my future licensed architect, I just got an email from HYBE saying that the school has recommended me to them, showing my outputs— unauthorised— that showed my credibility as a producer. They were quite impressed in my ability, so I get to have an interview with them next week, I guess?"

Taehyun always listens to Beomgyu, some might say Beomgyu was a noisy blabbering mess but it was endearing to Taehyun. They've been together for 4 years now, they've built their dreams and achieved them together. They know everything about eachother. They've cried, laughed, screamed, ignored, and kissed eachother, and they didn't want to change anything.

"Taehyunieeeeeeee! Did you see the results?! GOSH MY BOYFRIEND IS SO SMART! YOURE AT THE TOP LOVE!" Taehyun laughed happily, his boyfriend was the best, he got to know the news before he got the chance to look at it. "I haven't seen it hyung, thanks for telling me. I'm happy, so so happy..." Taehyun tried to silent his cries, "Turn around love, come here." A voice said from behind,

"Beomgyu..." Taehyun ran to his arms crying, his life was perfect, "I'm proud of you, so so proud. I came here just for you, I knew you were gonna cry. Hyung's here." Beomgyu rubbed his lovers back and whispered praises in his ear, "I love you hyung..." Taehyun said kissing Beomgyu. "I will always love you too."

They were happy, but sometimes life doesn't always have its ups.

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"Beomgyu!" A shout rang,

Taehyun and Beomgyu were out on a date, currently walking until they saw a crosswalk, Taehyun being playful decided to run first to the other side while Beomgyu had to wait for another green light. As soon as the green light came, Beomgyu strode in calm steps.

A car suddenly drives at an insane speed, causing Taehyun to find the source of the noise, with wide eyes he calls Beomgyu's name desperately. "Beomgyu!" But ofcourse it was too late. A body was flung to the air and dropped a few meters from where the man was originally stood. Everyone stood there shock as they captured the drivers license plate.

Taehyun ran in shock towards his lover, he looked wrecked, but was breathing raggedly. "Hyung? You're gonna be okay, they're calling an ambulance right now, keep steady alright?" Taehyun sobs, "Hyung don't close your eyes, help is coming, don't move, it's gonna make you even more tired." Taehyun was in panic, "PLEASE CALL FOR HELP" he pleads

Beomgyu never knew this would happen, but he felt it, he wasn't going to last, so he caresses Taehyun's cheek and smiles sweetly despite of the pain. "Hyung I told you not to move!" Beomgyu just shakes his head, "It hurts Taehyunie" his voice sounded hoarse, different from what he usually sounds. "Hyung, don't talk I beg you." Taehyun hugs him close.

"Taehyunie, I love you, hyung won't make it." Taehyun rocks his body back and forth as he sobs, shaking his head. "Try to move on from me yeah? I won't be mad, I'll be sad if your lonely. Hyung will watch over you okay? Please be happy for me Hyunnie" Beomgyu cries, his words slowly slurs, he's finding it hard to breathe. He wishes to be with Taehyun forever but he can't.

"In another life, I promise you hyunnie, we'll be happy there together." Taehyun continues to sob after those words, "Don't leave me hyung, I can't take it. Please just stay." Taehyun looks at his lover desperately asking him to stay. He sees his hyung trying hard to stay awake, he was tired, but he couldn't bring himself to let go. "Hyung is tired," Beomgyu says as he looks at Taehyun one last time, "I want to rest—" "HYUNG NO PLEASE JUST A LITTLE BIT MORE"

"I love you Taehyunie." Beomgyu says as he smiles. Taehyun stares in shock as Beomgyu's eyes start to close. He couldn't do anything, he screamed in agony, his hyung was gone.

Beomgyu was rushed to the hospital, in hopes to save the young man. They've tried everything, but nothing. "I'm sorry sir" was all it took for his heart to be crushed once again that same day.

HYBE has released every single song of Beomgyu to mourn for his death, all those songs, were for Taehyun.
Taehyun couldn't bear it, all his songs make him breakdown. He needs him back, no one else. He can't let go, so maybe he won't try. Beomgyu will be his first and last.

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I'm alive, this is the last angst I'm doing, this hurts me so bad. Fluff is next to recover from this.