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𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓣𝔀𝓸

"𝙄 𝙘𝙖𝙣'𝙩 𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙮 𝙏𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙖, 𝙄 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙜𝙤 𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝘿𝙖𝙙 𝙨𝙖𝙞𝙙 𝙨𝙤."
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Minho sat on his bed staring at the ceiling, all he could think about was her. Her dark hair that laid so perfect against her shoulders. Her green eyes burned in his mind, they seemed so happy and beautiful yet so dark and full of pain. "Hey Newt? You Awake?" Newt stirred at the noise obviously trying to ignore Minhos questions. "Newt, dude, I know you can hear me." Newt groaned "what is it Minho some of us are trying to bloody sleepy." Minho sat up and sighed "I met someone today and she- she's stuck in my head how do I get her to go away?" Newt laughed at his friend "I'm not sure buddy maybe try thinking about other things." Minho rolled his eyes knowing he should have just stayed quiet. "don't you think I've tried that Newt? She's stuck there and worst of all she's Paige's assistant- I think." Newts smile faded "Just try and get some sleep Minho." He nodded and closed his eyes trying to push the girl who called herself Nat out of his mind.

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I awoke with a startle panting and covered in sweat. Teresa ran to my side holding me close "shhhhh calm down it's okay it was just a dream, I promise." Tears streamed down my face as Teresa rubbed my back. I wiped the tears from under my eyes and laughed a little noticing the wet spot on Teresas shirt. "I'm sorry T, I got your shirt wet." Teresa laughed and smiled "It's okay B, but I do have a surprise for you." My face light up full of excitement 'You do!" She giggled at me and nodded "I found her, I found Yelena." I stared at her in disbelief.

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𝟏𝟐 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐚𝐠𝐨
Teresa sat down beside me smiling big "B come on let's play house!" I sighed smiling a sad little smile "I can't play Teresa, I have to go to training Dad said so." I didn't really have a dad, I mean I did but I didn't know him. Closest thing I had to one was Janson and whatever he said went. "Bek its your birthday today! You're 7 now! You're a big girl now can't you take a break?" Teresas eyes were full of sympathy for me. "I know T but dad said so" I shrugged and got up. "Well maybe after you're done we can have cake, right?" She really wanted to celebrate with me but I couldn't and deep down she knew it too. "I'm sorry T you know I can't, after I'm done I need to go to bed." I walked off upset at the idea I wouldn't be able to play with my friend. When I arrived at training Yelena was already there. A smile grew on her face once she saw me. She sprinted towards me tackling me in a bone crushing hug. "SISSY!" she giggled. "Lena you saw me this morning at breakfast." It was hard to be upset in my little sisters presence. She always smiled and always said the sweetest things to me, even when Janson had the opposite to say.

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"Again Natasha!" Janson yelled for the 30th time in a row. I hated my name but never the less I began the fight combination again. When Teresa saw how much I didn't like my name she made me a new one. "I'm gonna call you Bek, I like it." she had said to me. So that was my name, Bek, and only she had ever called me that. I didn't mind having many names and many lives it let me be whoever I wanted to be. I also meant I had a lot of secrets, ones I never thought id share with anyone.

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𝗣𝗿𝗲𝘀𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗗𝗮𝘆
As the days progressed I spent them studying each boy every moment I could. I noticed Thomas was a leader of sorts always pushing others to fight. Newt however came across as more passive. But the one that intrigued me most was Minho. I remembered meeting him briefly in the hall one day but that was all I knew. He was hard to read, incredibly hard to read. At least that's what I told myself to justify the insane amount of watching I was doing. Some might call it stalking but I called it gathering intel. I needed to know these boys inside and out before I could help them. Or else someone would die. Not me of course, one of them. I don't believe in dying.

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I walked into one of the med bays hoping to get a better idea of the boys when all of a sudden I ran into a hard chest. I looked up and sighed seeing it was none other then Minho with his cheeky smirk plastered on his face. "We need to stop meeting like this-" His face flushed with embarrassment having forgotten my name. "B- Nat my names Nat" I stuttered smiling. I pushed passed him and moved to speak with one of the doctors about some paperwork. I could feel Minhos eyes staring deep into my back and I couldn't help but blush.

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Minho followed me around all day and I wasn't going to complain I quite enjoyed the company. "I'm sure your getting bored Min, you know you don't have to be with me i'm just-" his laugh cut me off. "I don't have anything else to do Nat and I like seeing you work." He mumbled something else under his breath I couldn't hear. We had made it back to the cafeteria just in time for dinner and I felt all of Minho's friends eyes on me as I left but all I could do was smile. 

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The boys looked at Minho with varied expressions "That's her isn't it, that's the girl teresa told us about? The one who's gonna help us out of here?" Thomas asked his eyes full of hope. Minho shrugged "I think so, but either way she's cute." Newt rolled his eyes but smiled none the less "you think we can trust her?" The boys spoke in hushed whispers knowing anyone and everyone could be listening. "I mean teresa seems too" stated Thomas "She did ask her to help us so there must be some trust there." Minho nodded in agreement "She knows the facility well I can tell I think we feel it out." With that the boys let it go for the night all just happy to still be alive.