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𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓣𝓱𝓻𝓮𝓮

"𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐧𝐨 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝." "𝐞𝐱𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐥𝐲."

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𝟕 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐚𝐠𝐨
"I don't wanna do this" my voice faltered shaking as I held back tears. Janson looked at me as the head lady encouraged me to go on. "You must do this to move on to graduation Natasha" I nodded my hands shaking "its okay, go on." I raised the gun aligning it with the mans head. He was tied to a chair his eyes filled with fear. I pulled the tigger sending a bullet right between his eyes a sigh of relief falling from my lips. "Good Natasha, we will begin your graduation tonight."

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"what if I fail?" I stared at the door to my final test. The head lady stood behind me waiting for me to enter "You never fail." Her words were not meant as encouragement and I knew it. She only spoke them to remind me I couldn't fail. I was born to be the best of the best and there was nothing else I could be. I slowly walked to the door turning the handle and walking in, as the door shut behind me I jumped a little. I didn't want to do this but I had too.

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𝐏𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐃𝐚𝐲

The boys had been tailing me for almost an hour now and I wasn't quite ready to tell them I knew they were there, best not to bruise the poor boys egos. I smiled to myself and continued on my way. Finally I got sick of the boys and turned around "Hey Fellas" a sly smirk plastered on my face. The boys mouths fell open "How- how'd you know?" one said, i'm pretty sure they called him Frypan. "I've known since you started following me this morning" I giggled. "Answer the question, how'd you know?" Newt said making me giggle again. I couldn't tell them how I knew then they would know what I was and never trust me. "I uh- uh- I could smell Minhos cologne" my cheeks turned red. I mean it wasn't completely a lie I had smelled his cologne but that wasn't how I knew. He did smell good, really good. Minho smirked and I smiled before turning back around and walking away as fast as I could.
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𝐌𝐢𝐧𝐡𝐨𝐬 𝐏𝐎𝐕

I watched as her hair feel on her back and her hips swayed as she ran. She was perfect everything about her intrigued me but I couldn't help but wonder if she was real. I was sure she was the one Teresa told us would save us from WCKD so what was she lying about? Teresa said she was a liar, but why?

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That night as I sat alone working on some extra work for Ms.Paige I could feel someone watching me. I looked up looking around for the mysterious eyes but I couldn't find them so I went back to my work. Suddenly I smelled it, Minhos cologne. He was here somewhere but I couldn't find him. I shook it off sure that it was just my imagination. I mean why would he come to see me? Especially this late and most definitely past his curfew. "Whatca doin princess?" my head shot up with a big smile "Minho!" my voice came out more excited then I expected. A blush appeared on my cheeks as he walked closer to me. "that looks boring" he stared down at my paperwork. "it most definitely is" I sighed "but I need to do it, it's my job." He smiled moving some hair from my face as I stared down at my papers. "well maybe I should keep you company" I giggled my cheeks growing more red. "I wouldn't mind that one bit" I stared at his face. His perfect chiseled face. I watched every move he made. He was so handsome. The way his muscles moved under his shirt and the way his lips formed that perfect smirk. "Don't bite that lip too hard sweets it might start bleeding" I instantly noticed the fact that I was indeed biting my lip as I stared at him. I had defiantly turned into a tomato now. I instantly went back to work hoping he didn't see my blushing cheeks. I heard him chuckle and I knew he had. He watched me as I worked and I didn't mind at all I enjoyed spending this secret time with him.
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𝟕 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐚𝐠𝐨

I finished my last graduation test and looked up at Janson "Good Natasha." I nodded and walked to the med bay to complete 'the ceremony'. It was time for sterilization. The only thing that could possibly make me weak was a family, a baby. So they removed that obstacle for me. 

I sat on the table panting, the world was spinning around me. "I have no place in the world" were the only words I could say. "exactly" someone said as they push my head down onto the table. The world went black. I couldn't see anything. Suddenly I saw a beautiful face, a woman. Her hair was dark and she had a gentle smile. I wanted to stay with her forever, she wasn't scary or cold. She didn't make me train or hurt people I didn't know. She was safe. She was sweet and loving. I missed her even though I didn't know her. "Look at how much you've grown" her voice was calming and cheery. Before I could respond my eyes opened and I found myself alone again in my room.

 I wasn't alone for too long tho. Yelena came running in jumping on the bed. I couldn't help but smile she made the whole world better every bad thing went away with her. "I missed you sissy! today I trained really hard and dad said I did good!" I cringed at her calling Janson dad, but I couldn't do much cause in all fairness he was the only father we had ever had. He was our dad no matter how much I hated him. I smiled at Yelena, in all honesty I was very proud of her. She was making wonderful progress in her training. In no time she would be as good as me. Her being as good as me also scared me, it means she would have to go through what I just did. I never ever wanted that for her. "Well its been a long day sissy, you probably should go to bed." She pouted, I could never resist her cute little face. "Bek I don't wanna go to sleep in my bed it's hard and cold. Yours is soft and squishy!" I giggled "I suppose you can sleep in my room with me." She didn't hesitate to rip the covers off me and snuggle in. I loved her, she was all that mattered to me in this horrible place. If everything else was burning at least I had her.